What is the meaning in a dream of letter

This is one of the most disturbing and horrible dream I have ever seen in my life. I'm having a little discussion with my mom.. she was a bit depressed..because she has some money issues.. she was worrying about her money situation and talking with me about that. I actually told her we will see what we can do. My mom is working as a teacher in the dream.she was a teacher in rea life but now retired.but in the dream I saw that she is still working . She has not gone for the job from few days... She is so depressed than what she shows. I realised that Mom is having a critical situation in her mental health. That I have to inform this to my sister or someone in the family... My mom got ready to go to the job.. because she has not gone for the job for like few days she said she must go today..and got ready. But I could see that she don't want to go.but I told her don't stay today too.. you will lose the job as well.. then she left. Then some People came home.. like relatives or my friends..I can't remember. But I know these people really well . We had a little chit chat... And my sister and dad came too... I roughly explained to my sister about mom's situation..we all got distracted by talks. Then suddenly I noticed it's so late... That Mom should come home by now.. then I told everyone about what happened today... I just felt there is something wrong with the situation..then the people agreed to go and search for mom in the school .. because it's too late now. Then we left.. we searched in everywhere. But we couldn't find her... And we asked children who has stayed for late night classes that if they have seen her.. only one child has seen her .... And she told us which classroom.. and we went to look there.. adults told me not to come inside..so I waited outside ..they went to the classroom ..and they came with a very misarable face... They said mom has suicided.. I actually felt like I'm broken in to peices.. I couldn't bear it.. I cried out loud... And one of the people told me she had a letter in her hand. In this letter it says someone of her family like a brother who lives in abroad coming to see her... After this letter came to her hands she has got her depression more worse.. maybe her worry of money has gone worse after she got the letter... Because she can't treat them well because she doesn't have much money. But I understood that this happened because she was not feeling well. She was going through depression. I actually felt so sad and miserable. I cried out loud. I felt like my life is going to be over. How can I be without her.. ? Then I woke up and I realised ...it's a dream.. but still feel awful. Is this dream giving a prophecy or reflecting something of my own life?

That my family especially my uncle hurt me and I was very down.. so my cuz said let's go out. So we were at a place that goes from one pub to another. The one qe couldn't get in. So my cousin Said wait here I'm coming. Then cyle said going to the loo. I waited 30 mins. Then went back to that club and I could see both of them inside and with women but getting it on. So I got a uber and left .... sent him a message to tell him I saw it and we got into a fight. I then wrote a letter to the family. Got drugs popped alot and then laid in the bath and cut my wrists. My cousin came home to say sorry and he found me kept the kids away and rushed me to hospital. Called cyle told him to which he realized what had really happened and rushed to see me. But as he got to the hospital I passed away.

I sent for a box that was buried in a grave that contained the ashes of Michael Landon. When they arrived, there were letters and an envelope of photos. I felt I shouldn’t have this box as it felt wrong for me to open it. But inside the envelope I found photos of me amongst the photos. I sent the box back to be buried again.