Dreams letter

The computer keyboard is so dusty I can’t clearly see the letters on the keys. I’m not a good touch typist, so I need to see those keys. I wipe the dust away, but it just keeps getting thicker and thicker. I try to type anyway, but I hit the wrong keys and have to keep hunting for the backspace key. I’m frustrated because I have to write. As I frantically wipe away at the dust it gets thicker and darker until my keyboard is covered in the rich, dark, grass-flecked dirt of my flower beds. I keep trying to dig through the dirt and type, but the dirt gets deeper and deeper. I can’t see my keyboard at all, but I dig and paw at the dirt, trying to find it.

I'm a bridesmaid for my parent's wedding and it makes me want to find love. I get a letter saying I'm going to be the next bachelorette. For one of the group date, I choose to play a game of kickball and soccer. After the game, I run to my parent's wedding party. The boys follow me because my parents make fun of me for not having a date. They keep trying to win my love. Billy Loomis shows up late, and the boys don't like him because he was my abusive ex. The guys end up kicking him out after having an argument with me and he slaps me. Then I sing a song for the wedding and have a mini concert. After the boys play a song and do duets with me.

Before the Gillian obsession came on….. One of my childhood idols had died and I saw her with a lot of my obsessions I recall them all in a room each holding envelopes with letters each offering what they had or have given me. The one who had just died had to give her envelope to someone before she could exit my life. There was some sort of block infront of her so I didn’t know who she passed it to…..turns out it was Gillian

My dad who has passed came to me in my dream showing a paper where mine and my sisters money is, because my step mom didn't give us out part. He asked if I fought her in court, I said no because I had nothing more then his hand written letter saying what he wanted us to have.

I sent for a box that was buried in a grave that contained the ashes of Michael Landon. When they arrived, there were letters and an envelope of photos. I felt I shouldn’t have this box as it felt wrong for me to open it. But inside the envelope I found photos of me amongst the photos. I sent the box back to be buried again.