Dreams newborn

Sexually abusing a newborn

I'm 38 weeks pregnant so Everytime I'm uncomfortable but wanting to go to sleep I close my eyes and see the same vision in my head of my Dr holding my newborn after umbilical cord was cut asking me if I wanted to hold my daughter while my daughter is screaming her head off

I live with a woman. who apparently is my mother where I have to take care of the monsters and insane people downstairs by slaughtering them(every day things a closer and closer to killing me). I get a visit from my oldest brother which do not have the same family in the dream. I give him a code for some child film for his newborn daughter. I manage after some while to get adopted from the family which also have adopted my little brother. My old mom doesn't allow that and send a man after us to prevent me from escaping. after an intense car chase my father get brutally murdered, where we are at nighttime at a abandoned trailer and the man tries to take the keys, but I make kick my dead father out on top of him and drives away with my littlebrother in the back. We try to get to a save space without being noticed. All of a sudden we're on a train towards hambourg but I notice the man and someone else enter the coupe, where we hide underneath the seats

Then l turned right and in the next seen l was walking in a crowded mall, as l was walking l saw the most beautiful faces on several young children that were walking in the opposite direction. Their faces had indescribable beauty, it was like their faces were pure white like a newborn babies skin, they were so beautiful. The first child had beautiful blond curly hair and the others had dark curly hair and it was like they were exquisite in beauty and innocence.

Me, newborn twins, and engagement ring