What is the meaning in a dream of cider

I was about to wake up a week ago and saw my son (33yrs) who passed on mysteriously a year ago ask me not to wake up as he wanted to five me a message. I was between . and waking because I could hear people in the house talking while..I was dreaming. I saw unknown hands paging through a magazine. On the page was my son and he said Mommy, I am ready to speak so I asked what he was talking about and he said I would get a copy of Tha magazine and should not worry. While I was puzzled..he appeared on a TV screen holding a bottle of Cider and took a sip of it and raised it as if to toast and said to me..I will also appear here. I am ready to speak. He disappeared. He was a light skinned and was so when I last saw him at the mortuary but a week later when we laid him to rest he looked like soot and his lips were a raw pink and peeling

Je rêve de me suicider

My boyfriend , his family and i were in a house were we thought we were just having a good time when later on we find out that we have been concidered missing for twenty years but to us we werent misssing. people started coming into the house and they "found" us and when they were cleaning out the house they went in a room that we never went into and there was nothing but snakes and aligators in the room and my boyfriend s sister was taking pictures of all the empty rooms a couple years later me and my boyfriend went back to the house and i was walking down steps to the garage and i fell through the garage roof and there were dead decaying bodies everywhere and some of the bodies were blended up people lived in the house now and i told them about me falling through the roof because they had young kids and they didnt care i sat on the floor in front of a picture frame and the picture in the picture frame was moving then i started getting into a fight with one of the people that lived there spit on them and me and my boyfriend walked away