What is the meaning in a dream of blushing

Me and my crush got left at church after my dance performance and we were the only people there. We started talking for a few minutes then we saw that the sky grew dark. A storm was coming. A big one. It started pouring out there with big bangs of thunder and huge lightning bolts. And I was like omg I'm so scared, and he was like it's just some thunder don’t be scared. and I was like thunder means lightning and he was like oh yeah and then the helper in the church came in and was like who turned out the lights I was like the lighting and she was like ok then she disappeared then I started venting about some random thing to my crush but i don't remember what it was and then in the middle of it he kissed me then I slapped his face and then he said ow what was that for I was like idk and he was silent and I said I don’t know… just do it again and he was like ok we were kissing then his mom came in and she was like oh my gosh you and my son that’s so cute. And we were just standing there blushing and holding hands and the she disappeared and I said I’m so cold. He gave me his jacket and we found the warmest part it the church. I thanked him for the jacket and he said anytime. Then we had this big dramatic moment when we were just staring into each others eyes. We blushed again. And kissed me so passionately that I just had to give in. Then the freaking church service started and ruined the moment.

I don’t know where I was but i know like half of the 9th grade or all of the 9th grade was there. So something was going on with all of the 9th graders and we were all NEEDY and there were some people there that were trying to help us. I refused to let them help me. Some of the girls and very few of the guys begged someone to help them and very few would help. So after a while of my suffering and begging some of the boys (Seth, JC, John Emerson, McCade, Ethan Hartfield, and River) to help me, Kaylyn and Elizabeth came up to me and started talking to me about what they did to satiate their neediness. They kept telling me about how they ate each other out. Elizabeth offered to help me and I’m like “No, Im good. Thanks though” and they walked away and I slid down the wall I was leaning against. So I sit there for awhile and I hear three voices coming toward me so I stood up and looked toward where the voices were coming from. I saw Braedon and two men walking toward me. I looked at Braedon and he looked at me and stopped walking. He just stared at me and I stared back at him and the two men that were with him asked where was the person he wanted and if I was the person he wanted and he nodded. So they left and he walked up to me and took his shirt off and I looked away and he walked up to me and pushed me against the wall and whispered to me “we don’t have to do this. Just tell me a-and I’ll stop. I-I don’t want to make you uncomfortable. Jus-just tell me, ok?” and I nodded and he kissed my cheek and pulled my shirt off and he set his hands on my hips and my arms went around his neck and he kissed me. He then asked if I was ok and if I wanted him to continue and I didn’t say anything and he completely stopped and caused me to whine. He looked at me and slightly smiled and said “Kat, I’m not gonna do anything if don’t want me to. But I need you to tell me so I don’t make you uncomfortable or go too far. Please. I need you to tell me. Cause if I continue, I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop” and I nodded and begged him “Please Braedon. Please. I need you. You wont make me uncomfortable, I promise. Just please continue” and he nodded and kissed me again and kept going. As he continued, he would ask me every once in a while if I was ok or wanted him to stop and I would say that I was fine and didn’t want him to stop. So he continued and eventually he went all the way and I was ecstatic. He didn’t mean to but he started leaving hickeys on my neck that I knew I would have to hide later. Wen we finished he was so sweet and kept asking if I was ok and kept helping me. So about 15 minutes after we had finished, he was being slightly clingy but it was cute. So later we were somewhere, I think it was the elementary school cafeteria, and Leasie and Kylie were there. So Braedon and I walked in and sat down and Kylie was talking 50 miles a minute. Leasie came up to us and asked us what was up with us and we just blushed and didn’t say anything. So Leasie asked “Did you two fuck?” and I just look at her and say “LEASIE MAE DAVIS?!” and she’s just like “What?” and I look over at Braedon and he was blushing very hard and was shaking his head and I’m just like “You can’t ask people that but n-no we didn’t” and she’s like “oh” and I’m like “go bother your brother and Mady. And take Kylie with you” so she does and I look at Braedon and we leave.

I had this dream that i saw this book that was fanfiction and in the book,i saw how i met laharl when i was real little and it was love at first sight and that i've felt like i've met him before disgaea even existed and i was happy with this book i've found and was telling everyone about this book and praised it and told everyone every detail about the story and the chapters,etc and also in the story when i met laharl,i think i gave him a kiss and hw was being tsundere about it and saying that he doesn't like me(which was a lie) and was blushing and then we promised to see each other again someday...