What is the meaning in a dream of beads

In dream I bit rudraksha into powder and saw 5 beads inside

A widow pulling of my mangalsutra and it breaks and the beads were scattering

I was at a kickback with a group of people I never seen before One female with red hair and red mutated eyes with a very unique design, not anything scary looking actually very beautiful and only the eye color was red and a seductive demeanor (DEMON?) She was brownskin She gave me the go as we were flirting to have sex with her We head to the bathroom as everybody is in the cut watching us and the place is dark. she pulls out a vape and smokes it in a addicting manner as she hasn’t had one in a while and rejoices in having one I think we had sex then I got a uber to go to a party I think and when I was EXACTLY 7 minutes away from it I turned around to go back as someone texted me they had sex with her and it was my turn to have sex with her next even though I think I already had sex with her and then I woke up I think Ps at one moment in the dream I was in a old room I remember from my childhood as in the corner their was New Orlean decorations covered in green and purple and yellow with beads and etc.