What is the meaning in a dream of astral

Astral rapped by a sinister reptilian entity on the walls

Before I start telling my dream i’d like to note that i’m in an open relationship I think it’s important for me to say so the dream can be understood more So basically I had this dream or some form of projection. I’m sitting in astral plain meditating suddenly four male figures appear in front of me in a half circle. The first guy I think is Nicolas a friend of mine but the relationship is a bit ambiguous we have a very strong connection a bit like a twin soul and we’ve shared many past lives together. The second I’m not sure who it is but I believe it would be someone I do live action role play with my character is “flirting” with his. His name is Alexis but I’m really not sure about this. Then the third is Johann (pronounced yohann) again a really really close friend a bit ambiguous as well and it’s hard for me to pinpoint what I feel for him exactly. And the last the fourth is Yoann my boyfriend I think these are the people, I had trouble reading the people cause Johan’s energy was suffocating the others cause his is so strong and huge red aura… So I look at Nicolas and I have this vision I am with him we are sitting under a tree and laughing and joking and then I climb the tree to get into a tree house that had a terrasse type thing I lay down on it and look down at Nicolas and he looks at me smiling then je gets up and hand me a small daisy and I reach to take it and he’s on his tiptoes to be able to reach my hand and give me the daisy then I saw myself in a swing nicolas was pushing me and smiling with a very loving and caring look. Then that vision ended. NEXT I was back how we were in the beginning so I looked at the second person and then I had a vision… we were in a field and we were playing chase. Either way he was running after me and trying to catch me and we were having fun till we arrived at the top of a hill the sun was setting so we sat down to watch it go down he sat against a giant rock and then night came down the moon was out and I stood up and my outfit turned into an ivory silk dress it was elegant and light a bit like what a high elf would wear and he watched all this happen tenderly as if he was absorbing every detail and we were happy I then think I started to dance gracefully in the moonlight Then the vision ended and we are back at the first part… THEN I look at Johan and I feel happy and a bit nostalgic… and a vision starts I’m in a big room full of colors, flowers and gold a very fantasy art nouveau type architecture and a hint of psychedelic stuff and there I see myself dancing with Johann he was wearing a formal tailcoat and I beautiful gown it was very flowy too and it had very nice detail, embroidery and types of beads and pearls. Johann was holding me close while we danced it was a little bit like that one dance scene beauty and the beast but more fantasy and victorien type we danced something like a valse but mixed with other dances only done by two and this went on with a beautiful music I can’t even describe…. Then the vision ended back to where we were… FINALLY I look at the fourth person who I think is Yoann and a vision starts… he’s not in the vision at first so I go on I’m holding a baby in my arms and walking down a dirt path between ripe wheat fields and I go up to a hill at the top of the hill there is a type of grave and there I stand I put flowers on the grave and then I stand and look at the tomb with the child in my arms and a small tear rolls down my cheek but I still force a smile and then I see the what I think is Yoann’s ghost appear from behind me as if he was giving me hug to comfort me…. THÉ VISION ends there I am back in front of the four people and I stand up and suddenly the astral planes start swirl up and change the fourth figure Yoann disappears the scene changes and here I am watching from behind a tree or a corner the three men left arguing and getting really angry at eachother they were almost at the point of hitting each other… I wanted to intervene I wanted them to stop… but I stood there and watched I felt that I was the reason for the dispute it was very stressful… I felt a bit like a puppeteer but not fully. Johan was super angry I felt it and he was getting angry against the second person and then Nicolas came in he got angry at them too as well and again I kept feeling like it involved me then I woke up Every now and them I have the dream where the three are arguing

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