What is the meaning in a dream of abortion

I dreamt of doing abortion and I was scared

I had to amputate my on arm with a pocket knife and it wouldn’t break so I karate chopped the bone. Then hours later I had to amputate the other arm and wouldn’t do it myself but instead let a professional wrestler do it but no before we slammed a few beers. He got the job done and I waited outside afterwards with my mother where she was arrested for abortions. The. My wife Danielle encouraged me to drink even though she never has and is against it.

I was getting a tooth filling and then they also gave me an abortion at 18 weeks. I didn't know I was pregnant or how because I have never had sex. I was so confused how I got pregnant, but then I got my filling and ended up sitting under some trees on a gurney hanging out with a few dental hygienists.