Understand My Dreams

Dreams ugly

There was a deer outside in my neighborhood and I was excited to see it. I tried to show my mom but she was being frustrating and almost caused me to miss it. It came back so I ran outsid to try to feed it half an apple. It was sliced several times and looked like a pomegranate. The deer didn't want it. The deer had a face like a ugly human girl but I thought I was still cute. It was tied by the hind leg by a rope. A man in a green hunting jacket came out and said it's his deer. There was another one down the road near his truck. It was also tied by the back hind leg but had a normal face. Jeffree star showed up to hang out with me and he decided to inform me the hunger had the baby deer tied up so he could lay on top of them and smother them to death.

I was walking towards the dark school dressing room and when i entered i felt weak and dizzy. Then a boy with blonde hair, light eyes, a white suit with headphones around his neck appeared to my right side while i was hanging my jacket and seemed concerned about me. While I was still hanging my jacket, this girl from my class appeared to my left side and she complimented me, it was something to do with my clothing possibly, I didnt hear her so i asked her to repeat herself and she said "I wasn't complimenting your face, youre ugly" she said it with a smile. In the corner of my eye i saw my crush come in the dark dressing room. After i saw some of my make classmates come in the dressing room. Then a balck screen appeared for a milisecond. The dressing room had a warm light and there wasnt anyone in the dressing room except from two guys in the dressing room who seem to be fighting about something both guys had dark hair but one was taller than the other. I was witnessing everything while i was I was sitting on a big comfy pillow seat and a guy from my class appeared to my right side and saw my confused expression and smiled, he started explaining why they were fighting, and the reason involved something to do with someones brother having autism, after he told me i felt enlightened for some reason. it was probably a lesson for me and he helped me realise something in my life. Then a balck screen appeared for a milisecond again. the dressing room had a warm light and I was sitting on the same big comfy pillow seat and there were a lot of unfamiliar people inside the dressing room and i caught a glimpse of my crush. On the big comfy pillow i was sitting on, a few seats away i saw the same blonde boy who was concerned about me and i saw other guys and one east asian guy with glasses sitting with the blonde boy. Then a boy with a grey zip up hoodie, with brown short hair, hazel eyes, slightly tan skin came in and hugged the blonde boy and he also hugged me, it was kind of a group hug, and i told him i didnt know him and he said he doesnt matter he still wanted to hug me, i didnt know any of the boys including the blonde boy or his group, as a matter of fact, i didnt know anyone in the dressing room except my crush who was in the background. Then the grey hoodie guy sat between me and the blonde boy and i leaned on the guy with the grey hoodie's shoulder while he was playing some game on his phone and chatted with the blonde boy and the other guys, but despite leaning on the grey hoodie guy's shoulder, i was ignored by him and the other guys. Then in my dream it cut to this fantasy land that included the grey hoodie guy, blonde guy, the east asian guy with glasses & the rest of the guys running around the candy field freely and happily while i was recording them from the sky, kind of like in a movie.

An ugly man wanted to have sex with me—as in it was Going to happen, he was naked and trying to have at me and I was startled seeing his face, it scared me and I recoiled, but suddenly felt…bad? For feeling so disturbed by his face, So I end up looking at what he was working with downstairs and essentially come to the conclusion it wouldn’t be too terrible. Things began to progress—oddly enough he asked if I liked what I saw, (I definitely did not like what I saw when I saw his face, still somewhat offensive to my eyes which I still feel bad for but it was truly a face like I’d never seen in waking life.) I said, “yes”, and even in the dream it felt odd, unsure of why the word left my lips though I was talking about, well,not his face, as he had a decent physique…but before having sex with him, I woke up. I felt very strange about it upon waking up.

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