I saw my cousin walking up a hill among various kids in uniform, he starts talking to some high schoolers and moves towards a school van that is full of guys( it is similar to one I've seen in my hometown when i was younger). As I leave, i fidget with a ring that was a gift from a friend and it still hurts me at the back. I see two guys in school uniform who were my brothers friends and i don't look at them but definitely saw them. Then suddenly see a couple near a temple like structure. The grooms ring doesn't fit so he tries to fidget with it too and the bride runs towards a jewellery shop and asks for a ring for herself. I am tempted and I also ask for a ring but trip on the doorway. Things probably fell out of my bag. I know the shopkeeper. He smiles and tells me there are no rings only one for the bride. As he picks up things from a box on the floor, I see my gold bangle and say that's mine. But he tells me its from the shop. I tell him of my receipt and call up a college friend (who apparently stays with me) but she has left the house and is going to class with a guy (someone we both hated in college). Then I remember that the gold bangle was bought nearby and the shopkeeper has the receipt too. It is my hometown but different. Then i look at my contacts and think if i should call up my mother
I was at a family gathering when i noticed something off, suddenly my dad and i move to this one room wooden shack and i was happy. At that place i met for people three girls, one boy. One of the girls became my best friend and was very nice. The boy who had no face never really talked to me but somehow i knew he was an asian boy, nighttime arrived and i still felt strange , i followed some guys and found that they were hiding a long pole tgat said 12v all around and so i took it, but the faceless asian boy caught me and we both went to hide this pole at a b3ach in the sand . We went back to my house where i found out my dad lied to me , the house had two stories. The boy was outside and my best friend, shr found pics that i took of them ever since i arrived. I left the house and went to the beach, took the pole and started to walk around all randomly, in the end the asian boy found me and confessed he likes me and hugged me, then he told me my knees where in between his leg and we laughed it off
There was a deer outside in my neighborhood and I was excited to see it. I tried to show my mom but she was being frustrating and almost caused me to miss it. It came back so I ran outsid to try to feed it half an apple. It was sliced several times and looked like a pomegranate. The deer didn't want it. The deer had a face like a ugly human girl but I thought I was still cute. It was tied by the hind leg by a rope. A man in a green hunting jacket came out and said it's his deer. There was another one down the road near his truck. It was also tied by the back hind leg but had a normal face. Jeffree star showed up to hang out with me and he decided to inform me the hunger had the baby deer tied up so he could lay on top of them and smother them to death.
I am in a church and the catholic priest dressed in white sprinkles blessed water on everyone. When he reaches me he pours on me all the remaining water. Then sprinkles again the second time and I do the sign of the cross. The lady in green sits beside me but I stand.Then comes back to the altar to give the final blessing. Then I carry blessed water with a small plastic bottle. Later, it's the Eucharistic adoration people mentioning baby Jesus, like remembering his life as a child. One lady in green sits looking the opposite side and head bowed and scratching her head. In real life this lady is fighting a chronic disease. I and her are in a black car, and it's moving aimlessly, I check and see she is stepping on the brakes/ crutch and I take over the rear. I am in the highway driving. And I pack it beside the road. I am all alone now. I pass by a very smart house on foot and a lady in white gives me what looks like a card.(The size of a smart card. Now I am coming out of a house and am peeling a yellow ripe banana, although I do not see myself eating.and a purple cabbage on my right hand. Am going to look where I packed the car. I see my mum along the way. I wake up still asking if I packed it very far from the church we received the blessing and am actually not concerned that I can no longer find it
An ugly man wanted to have sex with me—as in it was Going to happen, he was naked and trying to have at me and I was startled seeing his face, it scared me and I recoiled, but suddenly felt…bad? For feeling so disturbed by his face, So I end up looking at what he was working with downstairs and essentially come to the conclusion it wouldn’t be too terrible. Things began to progress—oddly enough he asked if I liked what I saw, (I definitely did not like what I saw when I saw his face, still somewhat offensive to my eyes which I still feel bad for but it was truly a face like I’d never seen in waking life.) I said, “yes”, and even in the dream it felt odd, unsure of why the word left my lips though I was talking about, well,not his face, as he had a decent physique…but before having sex with him, I woke up. I felt very strange about it upon waking up.
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I was getting into an argument with someone from school that had the authority to allow me to progress further. This person was adamant that I WOULD NOT GET THROUGH. My mom got involved and was cursing the woman out. I remembered feeling annoyed by that because I wanted to share my own thoughts and feeling with the woman myself but my mom was not listening to me. So I ran away. Ended up meeting with my ex for comfort. Hugged him. It felt nice to be in his presence but then I decided to leave knowing whatever I got from him wouldn't last. I think he decided to call another girl for comfort after that. The I was still trying to resolve the school issue I had on my own without mom but to no avail. Things got bad. The woman was fighting against me and the police was called. Last thing I remembered. But I felt powerless. Like I was gonna lose the fight against her. I as afraid and wanted to lower myself so I didn't stand up for myself.
I saw that i am a very fast runner. I was running around my village where i saw a family going to a girls house to marry their boy. but the girl refuses to marry thay boy and came to meet the family. the boy's father kills the girl and puts the blame of rape nad killing the girl on me. ithe girl is from my village and the father brings the dead body to the village. i try to run from the village with a back pack and go to a grocery shop for supplies. but while i am there the boy's father come there with some people to find me. but the shopkeeper and some village boys of my age help me hiding and then escaping from the village . i start running and reach an old area of my nearby city. there i saw a famous tomb of the city. then i celled a colleague and discuss the matter. i wanted to ask some money from him but then i did not ask and cut the call. i was thinking if police would track my lication and charging my phone. i decide to spend the night in the tomb. but before doing that i decide to have some food. so i went to a restaurant and order some food. they give me some starter and while eating i feetl full but still decided to eat so i wont feel hungry at night. there one boy was talking about sending his wife abroad for higher education.
I had a dream about Parker, Thomasa brother and my dad. the first part of the dream was weird bc someone pooped all over the stall of the bathroom I don't know where that came from and then came Parker's part dot he dream I was in the gym and I saw him like over something but I could only see his eyes and I don't think he saw me looking but I looked away bc I wasn't staring just a glance and then after a while of working out a lady came up to me and showed me how to do a certain exercise correctly then the gym started clearing out and I saw parker again but this time I just walked right past him and then he grabbed me by my arm when I was about to go to a table where my family was and then I stopped and he just walked me into a closet and started talking about something along the lines of him sending texts or saying something indicating that he didn't want me and saying everything he did for me and then someone opened the door a random guy and then I saw Thomas's brother Jonathan and he was just standing there and Parker was telling him that Jonathan would call him on these long rants talking about something regarding me and and Thomas then parker said he sent a text and some image showed up and it was like him saying you help others but you yiu dont help me and and then he said something less and was like you claim to be a Jesus freak or your a Jesus freak and then walked off and during that conversation I was telling him that during those three years of us talking you literally treated me terrible and you know it and then that part ended I think something else happened before but I can remember so now to my dad we had came over to my grandparents house and he was acting very strange to my mom and he sent a very VERY provocative message to me about my mother and what he was going to do to her which made me very uncomfortable and proceeded to call me the wrong age and I said that I didn't want to speak to I him bc he wasn't acting right and he was acting like he didn't knoe anything about his own daughter again I think something beforehand happened I just can't remember. then when I woke up I checked my phone and I'm going on ig and I see someone who is related to Thomas's new girlfriend milan in my story views and the only reason I'm who it is is before when I was still upset about everything I would stalk and I was trying to find out who this girl was specifically her last name and I found her aunts profile and saw she was following her and vice versa then I saw someone named m_polite I think that's the username so I clicked on it and it said marlo polite and I saw the same thing her aunt was following him and the new girl so I'm very confused and to why he's looking at my stuff maybe it's a fake page ror the girl or family member idk what is going on.
Today I dream of me getting married. I think he is a paying guest as a neighbour then my mom and he had some issues. Then it was solved. And he was introduced to me. I think I only said hi to him. The next thing I saw is him and my family digging onion from soil. He have a sister. Then the next thing I saw is us getting married. I saw most of my relatives. I think I'm still doing my degree at the time. The thing I didn't see his face not at all. The wedding ended in the church and I came to my home. A room was prepared for us. I saw his belongings in the bed. Since i am introvert I was not able to become friends with his sister easily. Then the next day near our home there is some kind of building and I saw him going through the gate I followed him. I think he's a dentist. He had a few customers. Then I saw him with my cousin elder brothers going somewhere.