Understand My Dreams

Dreams storm

Me and my crush got left at church after my dance performance and we were the only people there. We started talking for a few minutes then we saw that the sky grew dark. A storm was coming. A big one. It started pouring out there with big bangs of thunder and huge lightning bolts. And I was like omg I'm so scared, and he was like it's just some thunder don’t be scared. and I was like thunder means lightning and he was like oh yeah and then the helper in the church came in and was like who turned out the lights I was like the lighting and she was like ok then she disappeared then I started venting about some random thing to my crush but i don't remember what it was and then in the middle of it he kissed me then I slapped his face and then he said ow what was that for I was like idk and he was silent and I said I don’t know… just do it again and he was like ok we were kissing then his mom came in and she was like oh my gosh you and my son that’s so cute. And we were just standing there blushing and holding hands and the she disappeared and I said I’m so cold. He gave me his jacket and we found the warmest part it the church. I thanked him for the jacket and he said anytime. Then we had this big dramatic moment when we were just staring into each others eyes. We blushed again. And kissed me so passionately that I just had to give in. Then the freaking church service started and ruined the moment.

I had a dream about Adrian and I were at Ross or somewhere, he was flirting with one or two people. He took a picture and it looked weird, couldn’t put my finger to it. I had asked him when he approached me, but I felt weirded out. He got so defensive, made a scene and we yelled back and forth at each other. i also made a friend, she was young and a part of me is like im familiar with this girl, i even got her number and honestly girls approached Adrian , telling him bye and i was so pissed. Adrian could tell and he stormed out because he didn’t like what im asking him or accusing him but it’s clearly obvious. he was entertaining all of that, who knows what he does when im not around. I asked god to give me a sign last night, the same way my mom asked god to give her a sign about my dad cheating. was this a little while ago? maybe that’s why he’s having severe back and hip pain, is it karma in a way? He’s deceived me before, more than once. Did acts of cheating and I caught him more than once. what does this all mean?

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