Understand My Dreams

Dreams rocks

In this dream, I was baptized and when the pastor said “wash away your sins” I instantly forgot all of my sins. Then, to celebrate the baptism, my mom, grandma, boyfriend , and I went to the beach. My boyfriend and I were walking along the beach when we got to this one part where the color of the water and rocks instantly changes and I asked why they change and my boyfriend told me that it’s where Colorado meets California (mind you California and Colorado do not touch) then we walked back and I went to talk to my mom and she told me she wanted me to swim out to the middle of the ocean to this concrete slab (important detail: I can’t swim) she wanted me to swim out there and do a cartwheel on this chunk of concrete so she could take a picture of me so she could send it to my choir teacher because it was almost her birthday and my mom was convinced she loves rectangles. When I told my mom I wouldn’t do it my grandma yelled at me and told me if I didn’t do it she’d make me get baptized again because of my new sins.

There is an alley full of shops of goldsmiths and workers. Next to that is a vertical mine, about the width of a pipe. It's full of star and heart shaped sand and dust. I end up at the entrance and enter for n apparent reason. I squeeze in, it's very dark and narrow and it feels like I can't breath anymore. My throat dries up completely. There is sand and rocks all around me, yet still I try to traverse that narrow, suffocating tunnel by crawling. Then the air gets so thin and I can't breathe. But still I manage to get to relatively open space, and I breathe in all the dust. I choke. But then I see a crevice in front of me with a natural magnetic stone because priceless coins are sticking to it. I pick up some of these coins and somehow manage to get out, I don't know how. Once I get out, I'm out of breath but well enough. I can see a hill behind me, and a very small hole. That's where I came out from, I think to myself. I get up and start walking back home, but I meet up with a family member on my way back. They ask me if I'm doing well. I just hold up my hands and tell them that I got them stars. Because the star shaped sand from inside in sticking to my palms. They get very happy and ask me where I always got it from. I just smile and then I faint, ending up back home. Then I wake up distressed

I was down near the beach and I was with a bunch of family friends who wanted to go crabbing, but their version of crabbing consisted of walking along the local rivers at low tide and turning over the rocks where they would find crabs. I walked along the river’s edge with them and it seemed like there was a crab under almost every rock and if there wasn’t a crab, then you just had to turn over a rock that was under the top rock. I would grab them from the side quickly before they could pinch me and throw them into a bucket. As we approached the bay we could see more and more people and boats and at one point a biker drove his bike into the shallow water and made a big circle throwing up a lot of water in the process. There were a lot of sailboats in the bay and I knew this was a dream while I was dreaming it.

My dream started with me on a beautiful grassy hill with a lot of flowers. It was getting dark and I needed somewhere safe. Next I was in a room inside a cave, the dirt and rocks had a red color to them, it looked like something miners had used, there were beds and a metal door that I had locked and put stuff in front of to make sure it couldn’t be opened. My sister was there and also two younger children I didn’t know. We were being tracked by dark faceless monsters that could hear really good and were very fast, the moved on two back legs and two long arms that were sharp. I couldn’t sleep so I went over to the door and looked out the peep-hole and saw one of the monsters lurking outside. I whispered to my sister that there was a monster outside and I was going to get the gun. My sister told me to get the gun that was by her, pulled the covers back and told me to lay down and get some rest and at the same time one of the kids threw a doll by me and it hit the ground with a thud. I was irritated that my sister didn’t seem to care about the monster outside and I was scared the monster might of herd the noise but I was exhausted so I layed down with her and the kid that threw the doll came to lay with us to. When I went to lay down I felt like I didn’t have to worry about the monster outside, I felt safe.

It was very long, I was a part of a sort of wedding or celebration. But then me and my friends were no longer welcome. An older man, around his 50’s, was helping me. He was charming and showing me around the mansion as he was helping me escape. But there were large glass windows everywhere so outside guests saw us. I was in a white gown and he told me to run. As I was running down the stairs a strange man grabbed my arm and I couldn’t fight him off until my friends came back and helped me. I under up gagging him until he let go. Me and four other girls escaped the house and the police were waiting outside. Then we heard singing, and we knew the song and began running to a shire that was designed for Hecate. We had to stop the water flow by blocking it with rocks to be able to hear her speak. Then the whole shrine was filled with all sorts of people and hecate was talking to them. There was no physical figure, just a voice. And then I said I wanted the girls from the house to go up as a group and speak to her. We went up, holding hands, and each girl was given a symbol. One girl was the moon, one the sun, and earth. And another one was light or something. But I wasn’t given a symbol. I was told there was none left. I was devastated. I was a part of the traumatic experience that the other girls in the house were a part of, but I was not talked to. The crowd began shouting, wolf , wolf , wolf! As if telling Hecate that there was one more symbol to give and that wolf could be given to me. But she disagreed and I stepped off the shrine. I woke up with tears in my eyes.

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