Mary my mother who is Aries birthed me a Aries. In her room she speaks unsure of what it was I questioned. what was said not remembering her answer that time one of us brings up marijuana. I ask if she wanna smoke Her middle child for her first time in over 15 years she says ok. no heisatation so surprised Running to my room i don't wanna miss this I open my closet too this expensive black box the name ASHTAR encrested on the side. never seen this still knew from the box it was tarot cards of unknown significance & amazing depths of knowledge with awakening abilitys. grabbing it with both hands evenly & carefully on the sides I read the name then without opening it. illuminates a golden light awakening me conciously & physically I believe it made me remember my 1st dream in years
It starts in my mothers Mary room who is a Aries and birthed me as a Aries as well. she speaks something unsure of what it was so I questioned. what was said not remembering her answer that time one of us brings up marijuana. so I ask if she wanna smoke with me her middle child for her first time in over 15 years she says ok. with no heisatation I'm so surprised I run to my room so I don't miss this chance. I open my closet and this expensive completely black box with the name ASHTAR engraved in the side. I never seen before but knew what was inside. from the box it was a deck of tarot cards with unknown significance & amazing depths of knowledge & awakening. grabbing it with both hands picking it up evenly and carefully on the sides I read the name then outta no where without me opening it it cracks and illuminates a golden light that awakens me conciously & actually woke me up and I believe made me remember that dream which was my first dream in years
Awaken on blue planet
I was in athens greece on a bus and had to change buses at omonina square and got on the other bus heading to my destination when I was awakened
This is a dream that is re-occuring to me. I am on a bus traveling with notebooks or textbooks. Usually i have a backpack but sometimes i am just carrying the books in my arms. Someone i know eventually gets on the bus. It is also finals in school, so i haven’t got much sleep. Someone asks me if i am ready for the test after they name the subject, i freak out and say i’m not in that class, or i say that i haven’t been into the class forever. I start to sweat and ask to borrow someones notes, i start to cram. The final covers the whole semester and is worth 80% of your grade in which i totally forgot. And i have to pass this class or i will not finish school. Than i awaken and try to figure out if i forgot something or what. I haven’t forgoten much but the dream still freaks me out.
I had a dream with multiple false awakenings, at least 7. Each time I would notice something was off, or different or didn't make sense and I would then know I was in a dream and 'force' myself awake. However, each time the dream became more convincing and I developed a growing sense of panic and danger each time I failed to wake to reality.
After one of the false awakenings I awoke (still dreaming) completely paralysed and terrified, I suddenly had the knowledge that something was very wrong and I should have been able to wake myself by now, or at least be able to move, and I knew that some-THING was keeping me asleep and trapped in dreams and that this thing was evil and it wanted me.
I try to scream at this point to my mother and sister who are still awake downstairs but the noise hardly comes out, I force myself through sheer will and terror to drag myself from the bed and slowly crawl down the stairs (as my body still isn't properly working) and the further away from the bed I am, the more control over my body I exert.
Finally I'm downstairs and I can stand again, I enter the living room and see my mother facing away from me in an old pink armchair we used to have. Her face when I try to look at it is obscured by shadow no matter how i tilt my head to look at her. It is then that I suddenly realise the old armchair and the rearranged furniture, a feeling like ice water goes down my spine and I realise without the shadow of a doubt that this THING isn't my mother, it just wants me to think it is. I said to it "You're not my mother" and I know that makes it angry and I can feel it asking why would I hurt my mother's (it's) feelings by saying such a cruel thing, but horrifyingly it didn't speak, I just knew what it said.
I'm terrified by now, and i know this thing was the thing that was deliberately trapping me in the dream. I could see myself sleeping in the corner of the living room and I run to myself and start screaming at him/me to wake up and i keep shaking him/me. I start screaming "you have to wake up, wake up, wake up, IT won't let you, it won't let you go, it wants you, it's evil - you have to get out! it wants you while your vulnerable so you need to WAKE UP!" all the while i know the thing that looks like my mother is walking closer and closer behind me, and I just knew that if I turned around and looked at it's face this thing would be able to take me (I felt an overwhelming sense that the thing wanted to go inside of me and use my body while my mind was asleep and vulnerable to it). I can hear it making noises to try and scare me so that I would look at it, but I didn't.
Eventually I'm screaming so much in my dream I can feel myself speaking in my sleep in reality, finally before the thing can touch me I at last woke up.
This was one of the most terrifying dreams of my entire life, and to remember it in such detail is quite unlike me - it was so vivid that I had to have a walk after I woke up and tried to read something because i heard that you can't make sense of letters in dreams and I wanted to be sure it wasn't another false awakening.
The really creepy thing though is that this dream of a dark entity trying to possess me (can't think of another word for it) by making me look at it has happened before. The rest of the dream from what I can remember was completely different, quite happy, no false awakenings. But the only part of the dream I 100% do remember is standing in the doorway from my kitchen to my living room and suddenly feeling like something evil and non-human was stood behind me and wanted to use my body. Like in this dream I knew that if i turned around the creature would be able to enter me, and I started pleading with myself (like talking to oneself, not pleading with another bodily incarnated version of myself like in the dream i described above) to wake up and I explained aloud to myself that this entity was trying to attack me in my dreams when my mind is vulnerable and so I had to wake up. Like in the dream above I became terrified and started crying and pleading to please wake up before it got me, unlike the dream I described above it actually touched me and put its hands on my shoulders and leaned in to breathe and whisper in my ear to try and scare me into looking at its face. I finally woke up sweating and crying with fear.
What could these dreams mean? Why the recurrent theme of the entity? I am a logical man with little belief in spirits, entities and demons - BUT I do possess an open mind, could these dreams be more literal than metaphorical?
I WAS embracing a slender redhead with pale skin I felt I tense feelings of love and sexual desire. It was like we were spinning and falling and everything was shimmering with green light. I loved her so much and then I awakened to go to work.
Anyway I break out in a cold sweat and ask to borrow his/her notes and start cramming as fast as I can. I realize that the final covers the whole semester and is worth about 80% of the class. I also realize I must pass this class in order to get to remain in school…then I awaken
Generally I am on some kind of tram or bus. I am traveling along with some textbooks and notebooks. Usually I have a backpack but sometimes I am just carrying the books in my arms. Anyway, eventually someone I know gets on the bus. It is finals or midterms week and I have no doubt been up most of the night. The person asks if I am ready for the test in (and then he/she names a subject). I freak out and say I am not in that class! I then realized I either had never been aware I had that class or I hadn’t been there since the 1st week and forgot to return or forgot to drop the class. Anyway I break out in a cold sweat and ask to borrow his/her notes and start cramming as fast as I can. I realize that the final covers the whole semester and is worth about 80% of the class. I also realize I must pass this class in order to get to remain in school…then I awaken
My mother Mary who is a Aries birthed me as a Aries. In her room she speaks unsure of what it was I questioned. what was said not remembering her answer that time one of us brings up marijuana. I ask if she wanna smoke Her middle child for her first time in over 15 years she says ok. no heisatation I'm so surprised Running to my room so I don't miss this chance. I open my closet too this expensive black box with the name ASHTAR encrested on the side. I never seen this but knew from the box it was a deck of tarot cards. with unknown significance & amazing depths of knowledge with awakening abilitys. grabbing it with both hands evenly & carefully on the sides I read the name then without me opening it. illuminates a golden light awakening me conciously & physically I believe it made me remember my 1st dream in years
Understand My Dreams