Understand My Dreams

Dreams fire

Bad police surround my lover in a public park. At first, I am helpless. I wait with a sympathetic park security guard, along with my infant daughter. When I hear shots fired, I know he is dead. But then I change my dream. I leave the baby with the guard with instructions in case I don't return. I go with a knife.I am a Native American. I hunt. I kill the bad guys and save my lover. Then, we are doing al these things to escape to Mexico. We throw away our cellphones. We get all the money we can. We switch licence plates several times. We throw the knife and guns and other evidence in the river. We are using an obscure route to drive on. Once we get there, we go to live on the coast. Very worried about how we will make money to live off of.

I am staying at my ex boyfriend s house. I am about to leave and go to his bedroom to say goodbye. he's in bed with his male cousin. The room is dark. They are sleeping. I say goodbye and start to leave. i'm standing in the doorway. He gets up and we walk to a room where there are three (3) sewing machines. His ex girlfriend s are sewing like slaves and they are stressed out. I ask who they are and they each answer me. He's standing by my side. He is very large and strong. His hair is black. He is not smiling. I hear the numbers 8 years, 13 yrs and 15 years. I say I've been with him for 23 years. I am angry and feel betrayed. He tells me the love of his life, the real woman he loves is the girl who said she's been with him 15 years. Not me. I hear explosions going on and I see fire. I run to the fire and pull my daughter out from the fire. He won't let me leave. There are fast cars in the dream. He's driving around me and blocking me from leaving. I'm angry but terrified. I also start crying. I'm holding my daughter Jordan.

So in the dream, the professor started getting worse with me, but I didn't act on it cause I didn't want him to fail me. But one day, it was me and 2 other friends hanging out in a dorm, and this professor is just chillin there in a big comfy chair with us casually. And he happened to say something to me that triggered me to finally go off on him. And he and I got in a huge fight, and I basically destroyed him with my words. Then after the fight I went straight to academic services to complain about how The professor has treated me wrong. But on the way to acedemic services, I saw the professor with his hair dyed black and hair combed perfectly fluffy in a corner eating food and coughing from what I assume was some sort of cancer. So I felt bad for him, and made eye contact, even though I didn't want to. And upon eye contact he did that "I'm gonna kill you" thing with his finger across his throat. Then i continued onto acedemic services and told the people everything and said I wanted to not be in his class anymore, but they said I couldn't switch out. So then I told the school I would drop out if I couldn't switch, and then shifted my argument that the professor should be fired even though he has tenure and started to cry. Then the dream fast forwarded like two months when I was living peacefully, but the professor who wound up being fired kept on trying to kill me, because I took away the one thing he enjoyed doing- having a false sense of authority over people as a professor. So he continued to hunt me until he eventually died of that initial cancer.

In my dream, i woke up on my futon but couldn't move, and i'm yelling to myself to wake up, wake up. eventually i stood up and continued yelling to myself to wake up. People then were in my living room and i was telling them that i need to wake up, i need to wake. then it was like they were tring to take my to get help because i kept yelling that i needed to wake up. The scene changed and i was outside, and more people from a soap opera i watched were in the scene and i yelled to them, i need to wake up, i'm sleeping. the scene changed again and i was outside in the snow with a friend of mine and he said "go find andy's house" so i'm looking for andy's house, and i get to his house but it's a different family. So i continue searching, but now i'm in my firend's car and he said i called him saying i was lost. I told him again, that i needed to wake up. I was then back in my apartment, crying and telling myself that i need to wake up and then this big man or voice said to me that i can't wake up until i fix the house i broke. then a small dollhouse appeared and there was a broken window, so i keep trying to fix it. finally i fix it and i wake up

So in the dream, the professor started getting worse with me, but I didn't act on it cause I didn't want him to fail me. But one day, it was me and 2 other friends hanging out in a dorm, and this professor is just chilling there in a big comfy chair with us casually. And he happened to say something to me that triggered me to finally go off on him. And he and I got in a huge fight, and I basically destroyed him with my words. Then after the fight I went straight to academic services to complain about how The professor has treated me wrong. But on the way to academic services, I saw the professor with his hair dyed black and hair combed perfectly fluffy in a corner eating food and coughing from what I assume was some sort of cancer. So I felt bad for him, and made eye contact, even though I didn't want to. And upon eye contact he did that "I'm gonna kill you" thing with his finger across his throat. Then i continued onto academic services and told the people everything and said I wanted to not be in his class anymore, but they said I couldn't switch out. So then I told the school I would drop out if I couldn't switch, and then shifted my argument that the professor should be fired even though he has tenure and started to cry. Then the dream fast forwarded like two months when I was living peacefully, but the professor who wound up being fired kept on trying to kill me, because I took away the one thing he enjoyed doing- having a false sense of authority over people as a professor. So he continued to hunt me until he eventually died of that initial cancer.

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