Dream of breast, father, mother

I'm in the middle of a war scene. A civil war. My stronghold is overrun and the last chance of survival is to retreat underground. I see my father with three other men getting on a elevator to go up to the fighting and I ask him if my mother survived. He tells me no. I know that he's going back to the fighting and I won't see him again, so I stop the elevator and kiss him goodbye. I go to find my sister and my nephew. I find her in her room and I yell at her that we have to get underground. She's not dressed or ready to go and tells me that she has to breast feed my nephew first. I tell her she has to drug him so that he won't cry and give up our position to the enemy. She balks and continues to move slowly. I know that we're running out of time and if we stay any longer she's going to get us killed, but I don't leave her.