Dream of falling, jealous, child

It all started with falling pregnant yet knowing I was a virgin I was oblivious to the fact of how it happened we came up with ideas but couldn't make sense of it, I am 14 so obviously I know I was young however I still chose to keep it. In weird excitement I told my pregnant teacher (Mrs warpole) and she believed me. We went to scans and I watched my baby grow I even quit smoking and drinking. I remember throughout all the pregnancy I was so scared of losing the baby yet I am so young I had this motherly bond with the thing growing inside me. I seen an at home way of aborting your child and thought I may have to do this, I watched my friend tonaia suck out the baby and realised I can't do that to the thing I love so I pulled out. We all went to a party knowing I was pregnant I tried cutting down on smoking and did not drink, I have birth at the party and it was to a gorilla, and the parents came up to me and asked for the baby I thought yes you can, some relief came to me when I was throwing the wine down my neck and smoking. We're all ordered to go outside then I see me ex Mitch. He pushes me on the stairs and tries to kiss me I back away at first then we go upstairs he helps me to pop my cherry then we have sex, then I guy I used to speak to turns up and was jealous so I said "don't worry you have a big willy" after that we go walking around until we get to this house, I did remeber the house I think from a previous dream and I decide to stop there.