Dream of doors, golden

Im in a large mountain house in a forest. its like a cabin and there are a lot of adults having a party on the first floor. They are all standing around in the kitchen and i'm standing in an empty living room close to the front door. When the front door is open it blocks the way of the stairs that are wooden and wind up to the second floor. i go up the stairs but instead of taking me to the second floor i'm suddenly in a large triangular shaped attic. the ceiling is dark but i can see there are boards missing from the floor. large gaps look down over the party of adults in the kitchen but it is similar to a one-way mirror in that they can't hear or see me but i can witness everything they are doing. i know that i have to walk across the middle floorboard to get to the two large doors opening outward. so i cross the skinny piece of wood and grab hold of the golden handles of the doors and push them open. outside the sky is black and there are glittering stars splattered across the sky. as i stand and look at the tops of pine trees framing the sky snow begins to fall. the snow is thick and cold and wet. it dissolves almost instantly on my skin. i can feel the icy cold but its a nice sensation and not painful.