Dream of hands, heal

Using a symbol made up of six seperate cirular (maybe Tibetan or reiki in nature- unsure) symbols, I was able to look at it and while looking at it, I could think of something and no matter what it was it happened instantly. For instance, after I relized that this was possible i used it for sevral things right away like to fly but only for a sec because I was, I guess, still in shock that this was actually possible and too heal my sons hands from a flesh easting desies whitch he actually has but instantly found him healed. However, by using this power a lot, back to back, I began to feel as though my brain was boiling or burning up. In a way i felt as though this was sinister in nature. Kind of like a trade -this power for my soul.. what does this mean? I wonder if this symbol exist. It would be most creepy if it did. O O O O O O This is a templet of how the symbols were aranged