Understand My Dreams

Dreams middle

It was so very vivid. I was on a balcony in what looked maybe Moroccan or Middle Eastern and I am surrounded by literally everyone I know and have ever met like even childhood friends I haven't seen in 20 years. Its broad daylight but we are counting down new years Eve but all of a sudden a big mushroom cloud in the distance and then another a little closer and then another until I finally amidst all the screaming I closed my eyes and said God I'm sorry for everything I've done and everything went gray and I genuinely felt this emptiness it was terrifying and then I woke up

My husband died. I have never dreamt of him until the other night. I have found dimes 3 or 4 times when there were decisions I just made or needed to make. The first scene I dreamed I was laying in bed and my dead husband was laying to my right and the man I’m interested in was on my left. Although there was nothing said in the dream the next scene I saw, I remember it looked like I was leaning toward or was slightly above the new interest (like maybe I was raising up to kiss him or crawling over the new man) and looking back to my left and seeing my husband laying there. From the view perspective I was in the middle dead husband was behind me, new man in front of me. There were no negative feelings but there really was not any good or positive feelings either. What does this mean????

The dream began in a large room filled with all my friends that I used to go to school with in middle school. Fabri, Jackson, Kyle, Cade, Landon, Tori, Breanne, Bella, Margaret etc. we were all talking and laughing and I realized we were all in a big hotel together on vacation. Tori and I left the large ballroom to explore, and we realized it was our old middle school, St. Monica. After talking and laughing with my friends I went upstairs to my hotel room that I was staying at with my sister and Grandmother. At night we got ready for bed, and I decided to sneak out to the room down the hall because there was a party going on. So I snuck out to the party with my phone and when I got there, the room was filled with friends I have now (older and younger) as well as my friends from middle school. All actions up to this point were friendly and lighthearted. I took many pictures and videos at the party, and when I left the party to go back to my room there was a squirrel following me down the hall, the squirrel had a phone in his hand and was taking pictures of me during the party and for some reason I knew he was going to tell on me to my sister and Grandmother so I ran back to my room and slammed the door shut. The squirrel tried to claw his way through the door and tried to squeeze under the crack to get into my room. Finally, he got in from under the door crack and I grabbed him with my hands and broke his neck. After he was dead I threw him over the balcony into a huge light blue circular pool outside. These actions were very hostile and I could actually feel stress and worry in my sleep. The next morning, (in the dream) I woke up and went to 7/11 with my mom, and she picked out her favorite candy and I bought it for her.

The first thing I remember from the dream was I was walking down an old paved road with my sister Caitlin. On the right of the paved road was a very large river. The landscape looked like something out of the video game Skyrim but more realistic. As we were walking we came upon a dirt mound in the middle of the paved road. We avoided walking over it and when I asked my sister Caitlin what it was and she told me it was her dead father. Then both of us continued to walk without saying a word. We finally stopped at a part of the river that was more shallow than the rest of it. In the water were another two of my sisters Carissa and Hallie. I got into the water and it was about waist high. We conversed for a little while (I don’t remember what was being said). Something moved in the water and I asked them what it was. They told me it was an alligator. I think I caught a glimpse of it. I asked them if we should get out and they told me it was fine. I was starting to get nervous. Suddenly without warning the sky turned dark and the clouds started to swirl. I then started being thrown about in the water and felt pain in my leg. I was being pulled under and I couldn’t breathe. I was screaming for my sister to help me as they just stood and watched me get killed by the alligator.

I was at the top of the stairs just staring down at the bottom and I turned around and was randomly in the middle of a dirt road, I looked around me and saw a door in the middle of the dirt road ahead of me with a light around it, I opened the door and I was at the stairs again, I then jumped down to the bottom of the stairs but it felt like I was floating and the stairs suddenly turned into a pit and I started falling again and suddenly woke up in a cold sweat

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