Understand My Dreams

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I “woke up” and i remember that i couldn't move my whole body, but i could open my eyes.i opened my eyes and i tried to move but nothing was moving so i was laying in my bed staring at the wall to try and go to sleep. Then i got dragged off my bed from something by my feet and i was getting pulled into a basement when i dont have one, it's a walk in closet. Then I grabbed onto the ledge of the doorway to go up the stairs and I could move my arms but I couldn't feel or move my legs so I started to army crawl up the stairs with just my arms. I started screaming “mom” as loud as I could but it came out as whispering. then i realized i was paralyzed. And then I woke up.

I “woke up” and i remember that i couldn't move my whole body, but i could open my eyes.i opened my eyes and i tried to move but nothing was moving so i was laying in my bed staring at the wall to try and go to sleep. Then i got pulled off my bed from something by my feet and i was getting dragged into a “basement” when i dont have one, it's a walk in closet. Then I grabbed onto the ledge of the doorway to go up the stairs and I could move my arms but I couldn't feel or move my legs so I started to army crawl up the stairs with just my arms. I started screaming “mom” as loud as I could but it came out as whispering. And then I woke up.

I “woke up” and i remember that i couldn't move my whole body, but i could open my eyes.i opened my eyes and i tried to move but nothing was moving so i was laying in my bed staring at the wall to try and go to sleep. Then i got pulled off my bed from something by my feet and i was getting dragged into a “basement” when i dont have one, it's a walk in closet. Then I grabbed onto the ledge of the doorway to go up the stairs and I could move my arms but I couldn't feel or move my legs so I started to army crawl up the stairs with just my arms. I started screaming “mom” as loud as I could but it came out as whispering. And then i woke up.

I was inside a small concrete building with 2 beds on either side. I was in one, and two people I couldn't see were in the other. We both were covered with a blanket. There was nothing else in the room there was opening for a window and door but there was no window or door. Outside I could nothing but blackened objects and the red glow in the distant background making me feel or think that the world was ending. We could feel an unbearable heat coming and we covered ourselves trying to not be consumed or killed by it. At one point a large blanket appeared and I tried to cover myself with it but it quickly caught fire and I threw it off me. Just then then, this heat was upon us, I could feel it. As it overwhelmed me, I found myself near the top of a maintain covered in green grass. The sky was blue with few clouds. There were others there. They all had this happiness about them, adults around my age. We were just there, sitting, smiling, talking to each other. Something like a lion was running and jumping around us. It didn't look real. It was light in color, nearly white, and looked as though it was put together with blocks of something that could have been wood. As ran towards me, I was just a little afraid and as it batted at my arm with its paw, I realized it was being friendly and wanted me play with him or her, I'm not sure. At that point, I woke up.

I “woke up” and i remember that i couldn't move my whole body, but i could open my eyes.i opened my eyes and i tried to move but nothing was moving so i was laying in my bed staring at the wall to try and go to sleep. Then i got dragged off my bed from something by my feet and i was getting pulled into a basement when i dont have one, it's a walk in closet. Then I grabbed onto the ledge of the doorway to go up the stairs and I could move my arms but I couldn't feel or move my legs so I started to army crawl up the stairs with just my arms. I started screaming “mom” as loud as I could but it came out as whispering. And then I woke up.

I “woke up” and i remember that i couldn't move my whole body, but i could open my eyes.i opened my eyes and i tried to move but nothing was moving so i was laying in my bed staring at the wall to try and go to sleep. Then i got dragged off my bed from something by my feet and i was getting pulled into a “basement” when i dont have one, it's a walk in closet. Then I grabbed onto the ledge of the doorway to go up the stairs and I could move my arms but I couldn't feel or move my legs so I started to army crawl up the stairs with just my arms. I started screaming “mom” as loud as I could but it came out as whispering. And then I woke up.

I dreamt that I discovered I had an adopted brother and sister my entire life, but my parents had never introduced them as that to us so I never realised. It happened really suddenly that I was at home in New Cross, in my room but as an adult, and I think I'd heard some news story about adoption and it had made me think- I wish I had adopted siblings. And all of a sudden it came over me that I did. I'd had an adopted brother this whole time and I had never realised / put 2 and 2 together. I collapsed in tears of joy and sadness at the same time. I ran to where my mum and sister Joanna were tidying away clothes and tried to help and ask questions but I could barely function. My adopted brother was there too - he was a tall, handsome Asian man, very gentle and kind. I asked my mum and dad questions - it turns out they adopted two children, a Polish girl (who was not as close, a difficult adoption it seemed) and this Asian boy, who we had always grown up with and never questioned why. I asked my dad why they never explained to us: "because your mother said you children might not accept / try to sabotage them if you saw them as competition, so decided it was better to not say anything at all." This was classic my parents' approach to parenting- not trusting the kids and keeping their own confidences. I ran away from the room and as I ran I kept collapsing in floods of tears. My whole sense of being and understanding of who I was felt shaken, but I was also overwhelmed with love and affection for this sibling I had never recognised as such. The whole time he was there, quietly and gently present, aware of the emotional roller coaster I was going through and I had hugged him many times in tears already, and apologised for not knowing sooner. I ran upstairs - collapsing in piles of tears alof the way - back to my bedroom where he was in the bed and threw myself into his arms in the darkness and in my tears. I woke up then, not 100% sure if the love I expressed in that moment was more than that for a brother. It was possibly the relief of finding a soul mate. I dreamt this after an argument with my brother who earlier that day said he could not help me / give me advice about my relationship with Ben. I was very hurt and cried a lot - similarly completely overwhelmed / isolated. I felt quite betrayed by him in that moment. He has always been my closest confidante.

I was in my old neighborhood the one I grew up in in the trailer court. My family disappeared suddenly all leaving me and driving off. I was stuck there and the house started sinking in the quick sand my family had left without me. My best friends boyfriend , Trevor, showed up on a bike and told me to get in the bike trailer and we peddled away. His bike broke down in the parking lot of this hotel not too far away from where my place was. Trevor tried to fix it but it was taking him a long time because he kept finding electronics on the ground and was dismantling them assuring me he knew what he was doing. my best friend April showed up in a taxi cab and told me to get in and yelled at Trevor for not having his bike properly fixed up to make the journey and she told him don't even come back until you got it fixed. We got home and Her mom was in the front yard staring at an apple tree with giant apples the size of a human being. she said that use to be my tree untill the flood moved the seeds and it started growing just outside my fence. Then I said imagine if one of those apples fell on your head as you walked by. Then I woke up

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