Dreams in real life

The part of the dream that i remember starts in a grey clay house with one window. the skies are blue and the temperature is nice and soft. The house does not have a roof and there is one more person there. It is a pale bald man with a very plain face. The appearance of the person is pretty much as undressed as it can be. I feel close to this person maybe as a friend maybe more but im unsure even in the dream i feel unsure. The person begins to bang his head on the wall to the left. I seem to understand why the person does this and i somehow even agree to what hes doing. After banging hes head on the wall i see a red circle on his forehead. the person smiles. The person lies down on the floor. The person tells me it wants to die and asks me to pick up one of the multiple huge boulders in the room and drop it on hes head. I reach for the boulder but i cannot bring myself to pick it up. Now two other persons without faces come into the room and start kicking the person a few times before picking up one of the boulders. They carry it above the persons head and i move out of the building. Intense fear and sadness are what i feel next. I move back into the building but there is nothing there except for a few stones and boulders. Now all of a sudden i feel like I want to die. It feels so unreal looking back at the emotion and feeling i felt in the dream. Like nothing i have ever experienced in real life. The feeling was completely alien to me. It was not even like a want but it felt necesarry to die. I wanted to die... I had to. Two wooden supports appear in the room. I set up the supports and before i know it the big boulder simply lies on it. Enough room for my head under it. All it would take is me lying under there and pushing out one of the supports. i sit down besides it and i feel very heavy. I lay down and close my eyes. Envision nothingness before opening my eyes and leaving the room. I stand outisde to room near a ledge with a small wall. I lean on the wall with both my arms and look over it. I see a beautifull sand beach and a blue sea with blue skies above it. It feels so empty and sad. I wake up.

I appeared in the middle of a foggy barren road I could here muffled sounds that I didn't really remember much, suddenly I felt as if I was waking up in real life, I opened my eyes and saw a looming hunch back figure in dark tattered clothing I cut back to the foggy road and this time I was running, many of the same hunch back figures were running close behind me, tripping over one another as if they were competing to get to me. The sounds were horrible like thousands of individual people suffering, yearning to get me or something missing from them. I woke up and felt as If I had been running for ages and I felt very drained and hungry I went to eat and I heard two large thumps upstairs.

Me and my guy friend went to the gym together but neither of us work out in real life.

Was having a dream about taking care of my younger brother and sister. My small (in real life 5lb) dog was shrunken (to the size of my hand) and sparkling as if covered in glitter. My ex- boyfriend was coming to visit me but there were storms headed our way. My ex- boyfriend hugged me, the embrace was very long and I felt at home. I noticed in the reflection of a truck that while I was hugging my ex- boyfriend , my current fiance could see and I didn't stop or care. For some reason we were all split up and my brother and sister were safe from the storm. I was trying to get back to my ex- boyfriend but there were tornadoes everywhere. One was so close I had to stop into a public building and I ran to the bathroom and shut the door to take cover. I had the thought that I had to survive the tornadoes, in order to see my ex again.

I called my mum for a chat but in real life she died 2 years ago