Dreams gold

A gold collie with a broken leg hit by car?, a white pug,a yellow retriever

I was in a hidden library i found in a basement. I saw a bible and opened it and a lady was standing behind me with two necklaces with a cross on them. The gold one started to float towards me. then, this deep voice shook the ground that said she's not going to change. the cross flew back against the wall. then a silver cross came towards me and when i looked down to put it on I was already wearing one.

I seen many men..but i seen a man of gold rising

Mary my mother who is Aries birthed me a Aries. In her room she speaks unsure of what it was I questioned. what was said not remembering her answer that time one of us brings up marijuana. I ask if she wanna smoke Her middle child for her first time in over 15 years she says ok. no heisatation so surprised Running to my room i don't wanna miss this I open my closet too this expensive black box the name ASHTAR encrested on the side. never seen this still knew from the box it was tarot cards of unknown significance & amazing depths of knowledge with awakening abilitys. grabbing it with both hands evenly & carefully on the sides I read the name then without opening it. illuminates a golden light awakening me conciously & physically I believe it made me remember my 1st dream in years

In a function type room with pews, you sat up the front which looked like the front of a ship. Alex and Rory were there. They were saying goodbye to you as you were going on an adventure. The people sitting in pews looked like a congregation, cheering and crying for you. Rory sat in front of you and was opening an ice cream packet, you opened one and gave it to him and he did the same. It wasn't ice cream, they were fish on a stick, covered in chocolate. You and Rory hugged and then you had a gold knuckle sign that said BAD MOTHER pointed straight at me, you were laughing and didn't look at me at all. My sisters Tanya and Rachael were there. Tanya wanted to be seen so she grabbed a large white box and stood on a woman's head, then the box so she could feel seen. I climbed up the pew a bit, stretching my arms out to feel free. I felt sad. All the books were dropped all over the floor and I walked away. Jemma met me at the door and we gave each other a hug and I told her I loved her. Then she said she had never loved anyone properly her whole life. I felt said and glassy eyed again and said "I have" and started walking. We then stopped and I started to cry. "I would travel around the world twice, just to find him" I said. Two hands swept over my eyes, but just before that happened I saw Jemma smile at something behind her. The hands felt large and so did the frame standing behind me. I knew it was him, I know his hands and the feel of them on my skin. Heart pounding, I slowly turned around... Then I woke up.