Dreams my boyfriend s

I took a shower with some guy im not attracted to . My boyfriend showed up and broke up with me and then I tried to kill myself but couldnt do it. He gave me a knife and laughed and then I stabbed myself in the stomach.

In my dream my current boyfriend kept taking me to places with a lot of people where I was uncomfortable and kept leaving me alone. The first place was a house of someone who won millions of dollars and had four pools that he let anyone come swim in. We left there and went to a huge mall. We had to go down osculating stairs and my shoes got caught. I managed to free my feet but my shoe was stuck. My boyfriend told me to sit on this wall while he got my shoe free. next to me was this older man who was throwing out drugs to everyone. My boyfriend told me to stay there and left me to hang out with his friends. Then my ex boyfriend Brian found me and asked me to walk with him and he made me feel better. As we were leaving my boyfriend saw me and ran down this glass hallway and opened double glass doors to kiss me goodbye because he was going to hang out with his friends. I looked behing my boyfriend was this group of people smiling and laughing. I felt jealous and sad. As he was saying goodbye kissing me three times, Brian who was holding one of the doors standing next to jose, said "it will be ok sweet pea" which is my boyfriend s nick name for me. My boyfriend figured I was cheating on him and became angry and I couldnt believe he said that. He didnt know i was in a relationship and in that moment i felt like i was doing something wrong with brian. My ex boyfriend and my current boyfriend were both angry with me so I started walking out alone. I walked downstairs and on to the sidewalk when someone called my name and before i turned i hoped it was my boyfriend or brian but it was someone I didn't know running after me calling my name. It was this nerdy girl she invited me to ride with her and a bunch of people on a party bus. Reluctantly I said ok. The bus was packed people were sitting on top of other people. I was in the front by the bus driver who was drunk and was scared we were going to wreck. We stopped on a road I didn't know and I got off the bus and started walking alone.

Me and my boyfriend went to Greece on a trip. It was beautiful. We were on the beach looking over the water and all of sudden, his friend, his friends girlfriend and his other friend came along. I was pretty surprised because these are the same friends that told their girlfriend s to stop talking to me. So i turn to my boyfriend and i told him that i love the hotel he got but i would prefer the all white hotels on the hills. We get there and we get settled in. I go to sleep and wake up the next morning. I found a note from my boyfriend saying he is going back home he needs to start becoming a man and that if i need a flight back go to the airport he already bought my flight back. Then I get texts from his friends and friends girlfriend saying bye have a good trip!

I was in my old house in north carolina and i was going to sleep, i woke up with a text from my boyfriend saying he couldnt do this anymore break up with me and then we were standing on the sidewalk outside the house looking at each other and he turned around and left, i just watch him walk away. i felt pain in my chest like heart break. some other guy came up and wanted to help me and took me to this pool where my friends were. my boyfriend was there but i knew he didnt want to be around me but we got paired up by someone and we had to do lessons or something and so i held on to him as long as i could until it was over and i was left again watching him walk away.

Dreamed my boyfriend still in love with dead ex