Understand My Dreams

Dreams laughing

Before I start telling my dream i’d like to note that i’m in an open relationship I think it’s important for me to say so the dream can be understood more So basically I had this dream or some form of projection. I’m sitting in astral plain meditating suddenly four male figures appear in front of me in a half circle. The first guy I think is Nicolas a friend of mine but the relationship is a bit ambiguous we have a very strong connection a bit like a twin soul and we’ve shared many past lives together. The second I’m not sure who it is but I believe it would be someone I do live action role play with my character is “flirting” with his. His name is Alexis but I’m really not sure about this. Then the third is Johann (pronounced yohann) again a really really close friend a bit ambiguous as well and it’s hard for me to pinpoint what I feel for him exactly. And the last the fourth is Yoann my boyfriend I think these are the people, I had trouble reading the people cause Johan’s energy was suffocating the others cause his is so strong and huge red aura… So I look at Nicolas and I have this vision I am with him we are sitting under a tree and laughing and joking and then I climb the tree to get into a tree house that had a terrasse type thing I lay down on it and look down at Nicolas and he looks at me smiling then je gets up and hand me a small daisy and I reach to take it and he’s on his tiptoes to be able to reach my hand and give me the daisy then I saw myself in a swing nicolas was pushing me and smiling with a very loving and caring look. Then that vision ended. NEXT I was back how we were in the beginning so I looked at the second person and then I had a vision… we were in a field and we were playing chase. Either way he was running after me and trying to catch me and we were having fun till we arrived at the top of a hill the sun was setting so we sat down to watch it go down he sat against a giant rock and then night came down the moon was out and I stood up and my outfit turned into an ivory silk dress it was elegant and light a bit like what a high elf would wear and he watched all this happen tenderly as if he was absorbing every detail and we were happy I then think I started to dance gracefully in the moonlight Then the vision ended and we are back at the first part… THEN I look at Johan and I feel happy and a bit nostalgic… and a vision starts I’m in a big room full of colors, flowers and gold a very fantasy art nouveau type architecture and a hint of psychedelic stuff and there I see myself dancing with Johann he was wearing a formal tailcoat and I beautiful gown it was very flowy too and it had very nice detail, embroidery and types of beads and pearls. Johann was holding me close while we danced it was a little bit like that one dance scene beauty and the beast but more fantasy and victorien type we danced something like a valse but mixed with other dances only done by two and this went on with a beautiful music I can’t even describe…. Then the vision ended back to where we were… FINALLY I look at the fourth person who I think is Yoann and a vision starts… he’s not in the vision at first so I go on I’m holding a baby in my arms and walking down a dirt path between ripe wheat fields and I go up to a hill at the top of the hill there is a type of grave and there I stand I put flowers on the grave and then I stand and look at the tomb with the child in my arms and a small tear rolls down my cheek but I still force a smile and then I see the what I think is Yoann’s ghost appear from behind me as if he was giving me hug to comfort me…. THÉ VISION ends there I am back in front of the four people and I stand up and suddenly the astral planes start swirl up and change the fourth figure Yoann disappears the scene changes and here I am watching from behind a tree or a corner the three men left arguing and getting really angry at eachother they were almost at the point of hitting each other… I wanted to intervene I wanted them to stop… but I stood there and watched I felt that I was the reason for the dispute it was very stressful… I felt a bit like a puppeteer but not fully. Johan was super angry I felt it and he was getting angry against the second person and then Nicolas came in he got angry at them too as well and again I kept feeling like it involved me then I woke up Every now and them I have the dream where the three are arguing

I was at my Middle School. Upstairs walking around the corner near the stairs. I saw my first ex- boyfriend with some other people I can not recall. He said something but I forgot, the only thing I can remember him saying was "Oh my gosh.." and I think, "I'm coming up." and some other stuff but I forgot. Then next thing I knew was that he came up and I was with my other friends laughing down on the floor but we were across from where we were from. He was standing literally right next to me, I touching his feet was scrawling and laughing for whatever reason. I saw him smiling and chuckling at me, that same stare he would use give me when I was happy. That I-love-you kind of stare

In a function type room with pews, you sat up the front which looked like the front of a ship. Alex and Rory were there. They were saying goodbye to you as you were going on an adventure. The people sitting in pews looked like a congregation, cheering and crying for you. Rory sat in front of you and was opening an ice cream packet, you opened one and gave it to him and he did the same. It wasn't ice cream, they were fish on a stick, covered in chocolate. You and Rory hugged and then you had a gold knuckle sign that said BAD MOTHER pointed straight at me, you were laughing and didn't look at me at all. My sisters Tanya and Rachael were there. Tanya wanted to be seen so she grabbed a large white box and stood on a woman's head, then the box so she could feel seen. I climbed up the pew a bit, stretching my arms out to feel free. I felt sad. All the books were dropped all over the floor and I walked away. Jemma met me at the door and we gave each other a hug and I told her I loved her. Then she said she had never loved anyone properly her whole life. I felt said and glassy eyed again and said "I have" and started walking. We then stopped and I started to cry. "I would travel around the world twice, just to find him" I said. Two hands swept over my eyes, but just before that happened I saw Jemma smile at something behind her. The hands felt large and so did the frame standing behind me. I knew it was him, I know his hands and the feel of them on my skin. Heart pounding, I slowly turned around... Then I woke up.

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