Swimming calmly through pink ocean water ignoring phone calls, skipping my job, seeing mom and dog, hearing a message on my phone, missed call voicemail
My friends with benefits ignoring me and with another woman
I dreamt about talking to my former love while ignoring my boyfriend standing in the side waiting for me to introduce him to my former love
Me and my theatre group are making some last minute changes to our play in the Black Box. I try to help, but everyone is ignoring me. Finally we have to go on a trip to get something. Once I'm on the bus, though, everyone is gone. They left me. Fortunately, just as the bus was pulling away and driving, it made a U-turn back to the Black Box. I knock on the door and one of the kids opens it for me, letting me inside.
Oh, the celebration could be heard as I enter the courtyard; people dancing in line, torch light blowing in a slight breeze. “Zsu!” Patrizia gathers me in her arms and draws me into the row of revelers. Joy! Dancing, laughing, and merriment! Excitement on the ground and ecstatic energy in the air! Various beautiful people feel the drink and gaiety.
I stop exuberated by the tables of food, famished by the traveling. There is so much to eat ???adjusted to between the drumming, strings, long lines of people holding hands weaving in and out, and around!
I can’t decide what not to choose to eat when a tall man stares down at me, smiling.
“Hello.” I say.
“Hello,” he says back. I grab some prsut, sausage, cheese, and reach for the honey when,
“Not yet!” young Lydia grins and pulls me into the weave. Mr. Beautiful quietly reaches for my plate and when I return, I find him sitting licking his fingers. “I would like some more!”
“Indeed, as would I!” Returning to the table, with candles, and plates of fruit, cheese, olives, he introduces himself, half shy half forward.
“I am kin to Mirabella.”
“Kristo, I know of you. You paint.” He puts prsut on her plate and reaches for a wine goblet, ignoring the wine.
“Awkward silence,” he finally says.
*
The night sky lit up, vibrant and full of stars. The moon hung over a branch of her favorite tree when the first guests arrived. Carriages and horses began to align the drive. She left behind the idea that any hope in salvaging what remained of this “marriage” with Istven. Zsuzanna needed to return to her roots for inner guidance and the wisdom of (name of older woman mentor). Musicians played their pipes and strings, drumming set the pace of the dance.
Zsuzanna stood gazing out over this Eden when someone grabbed her from behind to join in the line dance. Hoisting her skirts she forgot her woes, and partook in the merriment. Krsto was present. His family held a long loyal alliance with various noble lineage, and he her only kinship with the world he wished to forget.
Swimming calmly through pink ocean water ignoring phone calls, not attending work, talking to mom on the phone
Last night I dreamed that I got pregnant and my mom kicked me out of the house. I never really ever knew who the father was or why I did it. I just knew that I took the pregnancy test and it came out positive. I was super nervous in the dream and was shaking the entire time I told my mom about it. I knew she would take it bad, I was just hoping that she wouldn’t take it as bad as she did. She literally let me take a suitcase and a few things and then threw me out on the street. That’s not something that my mom would ever do in real life. When she threw me out of the house, I was just walking down the street trying to get ahold of other family and friends that would maybe let me stay with them. Everyone was ignoring my calls after one ring and then I woke up. I think that this dream meant that I know that I’m not supposed to get pregnant and if I did, in real life there would be some major consequences, even if I don’t get kicked out.
Life and people around me moving in slow motion. Everyone ignoring me.
I had a dream about my boyfriend ignoring me
That i liked a boy but he kept ignoring me and i was mad with him