Dreams cigarette

Brahmakumaris function, I living in a hostel, Kritika says that she got married, I am on the phone, Brahmakumaris People said we have a function, please come out... with a flag... 2 ladies.. I said "We are students of architecture doesnt mean all we do is to sit and plan for you." And I then made fun of them. In this attempt, one of the attendants came in- we had fight- I got a gun and I killed him.. both of them I guess. I ran. The dream then became that instead of me, it was apooorva/? the killer. The fat lady now becomes the girl from Teens React TO. Now, they both run and run No, before that: I was walking on the road holding a cigarette butt. I dropped it. This was seen by the man who supposedly knew that I had killed. He charged me 40 rupees for throwing off the cigarette. I said I dont have any. I walked away as he kept shouting. I entered a building, most probably the same hostel with dim lights where the murder had occured. I feared that she was coming for me. Cut2: She vs apoorva/the famous girl were dancing to a tune.. the dance was very sensuous.. They were descending from the Department of ARP's back stairs... and soon as they stepped to the ARP BT buffer space, the fat lady pulled out a knife, and maybe apoorva/kritika freaked out and tried to run. She threw off the knife and it stuck in to the road. She ran and ran. I saw my shoes torn. The black ones. I probably was lucid dreaming then, or something. I thought that these were from the olden times. I basically had no sense if it was reaLITY or virtual world. It was creepy.

My ex girlfriend worked in supermarket and I went up to the till to buy cigarettes, I recognised her face but no chit chat was made. I asked for cigarettes and i gave her my money then she disappeared then came back and asked what can I get you, I said I had asked for cigarettes and paid and she had no memory of it so did it again and the same thing happened.

Smoking a cigarette on my grandparents old street from when i was growing up with my bad dog who had to be put to sleep and there was a throne and i sat in it to smoke and then the last time i smoked there was a Kings cape and a crown i wore and a man came out of the house in front of the throne and he had a little dog with him who i was afraid would get attacked by my dog but instead the man gave me a disapproving stare and went inside

It felt like it was 2 months from now i dreamed of myself waking up one day harly breathing everything was blurry i could hear my heart racing i got up tryed ti reach out of the room suddenly he ( ezzdin) appeared out of nowhere saying : i warned you ,told you to take good care . i was gonna say sthg back but he disappeared i walked all the way through a white hall he appeared again at the end of it's way and stood distant from me the more i walked towards him the further he got i shouted his name but he just stood there staring not saying a word my eyes started bleeding i looked away and the bleeding stopped then i looked at his face again and the blood started pouring from my eyes covering my cheeks leaving drops on the floor the drops turned black and everything started shaking he vanished and i fainted suddenly i wake up in a hospital room hooked up to an oxygen machine he was sitting close silently anyway i look at the left see my mom crying look at the right see my dad wiping sweat off his forehead he seemed desperate i reached my hand to his ( ezzdin) held it tight he smiled slightly and looked me into the eyes then i looked away then i got up smoked a cigarette then took off the stuff that was keeping me alive i walked towards him i fell on my way and my soul left my body but my spirit was still in the room i watched him bend over my corpse to close my eyes then he smiled and whispered you shouldn't have waited so long , ps: ezzedin is the name of the man i love.

I was in a public park living rough but running dance practices. I had all my stuff around me in boxes and my car was parked under some trees. Even though I was living rough I had this thought that I could just go home. During the dance practice a group of men came into the park. They were criminals. I exchanged pleasantries with one of them and then he stubbed out his cigarette on my left arm. I didn't make a noise and he said he was impressed. They then disappeared. There were two women with me and one of them smoked. She laid on top of me and asked for money for cigarettes but I said I didn't have any. A group of people walked into the park carrying beach tows and deck chairs. i stood up and said where's my car. I ran to the bank of the pond and saw my car floating away. I shouted and tried to get it but the pond turned into a lake and the car was further away I ran along the bank and the lake turned into the sea and my was very far away banging against rocks as it floated out to sea