Dreams birthday

I was riding in a car and saw an elephant running trying to escape or get away from something. The elephant ran alongside my car until we got to a bridge. The elephant went first over the bridge but the bridge was covered in water and at times dipped and had giant buddies so the elephant would play in the water. I was scared on the elephant but wanted to help it. I also saw a birthday card my mother gave me and was crying about the elephant and the birthday card.

I was holding a baby showing the child off to people who were around me in what looked like a living room. Cradling the child in my arms I excused myself from the main room and walked through a hallway towards a bedroom. Josh was in the room with a few guys and they were playing video games and talking, just hanging out. I said something but I am unsure of what I said precisely. Josh looked at me, glanced at the child and replied with a nod. I left the room and then the scene switched. The child was a female, approximately seven years old, and she was running around at her birthday party. I was sad but I wasn’t given a clue as to the reason why I was sad. I just sat there on a bench outside staring down at the grass and only looking up to smile when the child would ask for me to look. I never was able to clearly look at her face. The scene switched. I was in a house, another party. I was holding a tray of mini sandwiches and talking to all the people who were there. Everyone seemed happy. Then I saw her. Same height as me, long red hair with streaks of black that she no doubt added herself, small petite frame with a round face, pale skin, freckles. She resembled both me and Josh. She was beautiful and she was mine. I put my arms around her and kissed her cheek. She said to me, “Mom, it’s ok, I love you!” I pulled away and looked at her. So gorgeous. Then it hit me. Josh was not here nor had he been for a long time. He was gone. It was never made clear why he wasn’t present anymore.

.I had a dream about you last night...really weird...it was your birthday and me, you and your sister (?) and your mother (?) went in a huge blue van (?) to a bar in a town we didn't know surrounded by weird people we didn't know...since your mom decided to go at the last minute (and by the way she was a really pretty dark haired lady, dressed very nice), I had to cram myself

I was sitting on a couch in an apartment I've never been in before. My hair was in a sloppy bun and I was wearing a tee and sweats. I was drinking coffee and then I looked over and saw the view of an unfamiliar town. All of the sudden a baby started crying and it was nearby. A man with the voice of an angel started singing. Footsteps started coming near me. I saw my celebrity crush walk into the living room and was holding a baby then he said "good morning beautiful happy 20th birthday" I was so confused was it really May 23 2023

I was waking up to go to school. Had my normal routine. It was my birthday and I was opening presents. Everyone told me I was older than what I thought I was. I kept opening presents.