Understand My Dreams

Dreams in real life

I was swinging on a swing set, there were other swings nearby. (I've always loved to swing and still do.) On the swing set next to me sat some of the jerk's cousins, or so they were in my dream, in real life they don't even exist. They were very loudly shouting insults at me and talking crap about me. On another nearby swing set the jerk's brothers were swinging. They walked over to the cousins and told them to stop with their crap. Eventually the cousins walked off. Then the jerk and his step dad showed up, and the brothers told them about what had happened. They got angry and were talking to me about what happened. Then they wanted to hunt down the cousins and teach them a lesson. We all got in the car and they eventually found them in their car, waiting in line to get in the high school. They slammed the car to a stop, the jerk got out, drug the cousins out of their car and beat them til they were barely alive. The whole time I watching in horror. Then they put the unconscious cousins in their car and drove off with them. All I said was, "That's not what I wanted to happen at all."

I was on a train, with my dad and brother. We got off at a stop to say goodbye to someone. Then I text a boy I know in real life to wait at the train stop near home. Then my dad figures out that we can't get the train back so we get a ride from my mom. It turns out the text didn't send and the boy is chasing the car. My dad hope he doesn't make it but the boy does. Then my mother asks about the relationship between me and the boy. My dad says I'm too young to have a boyfriend and he should leave if that's what he wants. He says he's unsure which makes both of us blush. Then we go on something like a date and we are both dressed in japanese Yukatas.

My whole class and I went on a trip to an island. Before we started the tour, I was being a real bitch to my friend Shane, who is also my best friend's boyfriend . We got into an argument, which ended when he got caught by the teacher. He was separated from the class, which got my best friend, Chelsea, upset. When we started the tour, he grabbed her by the arm and led her away from me. I decided to stay where I was and not join my class with the tour. Then, I felt a huge weight upon me. I ran after the two of them with tears in my eyes, and the exact words I said was, "Please, forgive me, hit me, just do something!" They looked at me, then walked away. I fell to the ground and started weeping, then ran back to a corner where no one could see me. I started crying harder and harder until I woke up, tears in my eyes. Then I started crying in real life, and I cant seem to stop.

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