Understand My Dreams

Dreams with him

There were 2 guys and a girl, that I don't actually know, in my dream. I knew who was supposed to fall in love with who, as if it was a film I had already seen. The one for my eventually started to fall in love with me. I can't remember of his physical body, except that he had long hair (which I really rarely find attractive on a boy). He was so cute and sweet in his ways of being with me. We did stuff together only, when our friends (which don't actually exist) were together. I really feel like I love(d) him and now I kinda miss him. I was really sad when I woke up and that obviously my dream ended. The weird thing is that I NEVER have happy dreams, and nor did I EVER fall in love with anyone in my whole life (I'm 16). I felt confortable with him, while I don't even feel confortable with my own mother (social anxiety). Is this maybe cause deep down I want to find love or something? I already had dreams that kind of happened after. Oh gosh I just remembered that the day before I had said to my spiritual guides or whatever you call them "please show yourself to me" or something. This could be it too lol...... O.O To resume once again, I made up everything in my dream, even the places. The where only objects that I have (like my old dolly house) or references to stuff in my life (kids from people from my korean lesson => I've never heard of them).

My ex husbands girlfriend for the past year is in the park with three friends and i am riding my bike and there are a lot of hills in this park and the grass is very green and it has winding roads. the girlfriend leaves her friends and i approach them and we start talking bad about my ex husband and how they dont like him. then we go eat and laugh and then the girlfriend stops by at the restaurant and asks me if he was this controlling when i was with him and i said yes.

I dreamed that it was snowing and cold, and that I was supposed to go to this place that I lived for a while earlier this year (an emergency shelter for youth) but instead of going I decided to go to my ex- boyfriend 's house. We had still been dating while I had been living there in real life, and he lived very close by. I used to look out my window and wish I was with him. Anyway, I walked up to his front door, and he opened it before I even knocked or rang a bell. He was standing there with a girl - his new girlfriend , and she was nice and pretty. I was very polite and just said I had no where else to go (I knew I was lying), and he said I could come inside and go read some Vonnegut (I have a Vonnegut book that he gave me, but I had also been talking about those books earlier that day) at his kitchen table. Anyway, I thought his dog had died but he said the dog was still alive. I sat down in the doorway and the dog hopped onto my lap and licked me and I petted the dog. I could tell my ex was smiling at me, happy to see me smiling. I went inside and sat at the table and started reading the books. I could tell his father was in the living room watching TV but I couldn't see him and I didn't go and say hello. The books were very strange. I started reading them all but then I settled on one, and in it it was like a video game. People were in these tunnels and to get out you had to find which people were telling the truth so that you could find the surface. I finally did and came to the top.

I dream that I was in the train with two of my friends. We're going somewhere I don't know. Then two of my brothers and their friends attacked USA d capture both of my friends. So what I did was that I capture one of their friends in the process and We were a distance away from each other and I told them if you hurts my friends, I will hurt this guy and they said do it and see what will happen, so I hurt the guy that I capture and ran away and hide. They were not able to find me until lastly, as I was swiping my metro card, they appear and chase me. Then later it appear that I was with one of my friends and The guy that I killed was in my hands, but to be honest, I don't even know how I kill that guy. We were walking to my friends sister's house and I ask him where to throw the cadaver of the guy I killed and he said throw it here and I did. Moreover, as we were walking, I realized that my friend change his real name and ask why and he said because he love that name and I didn't said anything after that. My friend also told me that his brother always seem angry with him whenever he go to see his sister. And then I woke up.

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