Dreams with him

As I was waiting for my x boyfriend preparing a fire at home I told him to pay for my night with him at work

I was outdoors and I had a son who was 2 or 3 smiling and giggling and he ran in to my arms and I was so full of love and happiness with him

I went up tones hampshire to go to the beach where my dad used to work at before he died. Me and my brother were there with him and we were acting like we used to when we would go visit him all the time when we were younger. My dad yelled at one of his employees

As I was waiting for my Xboyfrend I was preparing a fire. I told him to pay at my work for my absence to be with him

Since I was 16 and now I'm 20 and he's 19, I've been dreaming like every night of a very special Argentinian guy That I've been stalking for 4 years and I neither have the courage to talk to him nor to get him to know about me. Seriously! I'm so inlove with him that I can't stop thinking about him day and night...To be honest, I'm totally obsessed with him! Well, I always see him coming to me in my dreams, calling me, talking to me, kissing me, following me wherever I go, holding my hands and smiling to me, hanging out with me... I sometimes dream of his home, family, friends, and the places he goes...he often appears so afraid of losing me, hurting me, leaving me, missing me...and when I run he runs after me Like a fool would do and calling my name out loud to stay and never leave him promising me to love me back just like I love him..in every dream, we are like that ''perfect couple'' But in fact, this guy doesn't even know me, my name or my existence! so what does it mean ? I'm so confused that I really need some explanation and Thanks a lot!