Understand My Dreams

Dreams smell

I am with a tall fair skined white man with reddish brown hair and a mustache. he is a cop arround my age. his love and affection for me is strong and adores me. i hear his voice and all my sences like touch and feel are so real. i am always by the ocean on a windy cloudy day.i feel the wind through my hair and skin.and smell the salty sea air.he kisses my lips so passionately.i kiss him back. our love is very powerful.i feel it in my heart. my husband is near and knows how i feel but is afraid to come out of hiding and let me go.

I was standing next to a man I didn't know and told this was who I had to marry. I said no I dont know him and he's not even attractive, a voice then said hes gay, I felt outraged. Then somebody grabbed my wrist and forced a thin gold ring onto my wedding finger of left hand. My son then appeared asking if I could smell horrible smell off him. I said not off you but took his top off and threw it aside to be washed. I then smelled strong smell of excrement it was coming from a bed next to me and the man I was told I had to marry was on the bed with another man about to engage in sexual acts and the bed had streaks of excrement on it. I thought frantically i need to get this ring off my finger and throw it away, when I looked down the ring wasn't there.

It was a beautiful morning. We were in a bright room where all sun rays pointing at us through the window.He was kneeling on the edge of the bed where i also sit sideways in front of him.We were in front of the mirror with a drawer. I pulled him at his back with my left hand kissing between his chest. I can vividly smell him. I drew him nearer to me putting my face where i kissed him. I can feel the edge of his stomach.I added my right arm to hug him more tightly. His right hand was holding my head and the other was getting something, a brush or a tie. Feeling me, he asked me sweetly, "why aren't you satisfied with me?" I did not say something i just make a sound and he continued to brush and tie my hair.

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