Understand My Dreams

Dreams photograph

I am visiting Disney's Animal Kingdom park at Walt Disney World. It is a warm and sunny day. When I pass by my favorite attraction in the park "It's Tough to be a Bug," I find my favorite Disney characters Flik and Princess Atta from my favorite Disney (& Pixar) movie "A Bug's Life" standing right near the entrance to the Tree of Life theater meeting and greeting and interacting with guests. So get in line to meet them and while I wait, I prepare my autograph book and pen and camera ready for signatures and photos. Once I go to meet Flik and Princess Atta, I hand my camera to a cast member who is supervising and my Disney Photopass card to a Disney PhotoPass photographer. When I say "Hello" to Flik first, he gives me a big hug and kiss. And then I say "I love you" and I hand him my autograph book and pen. Then Princess Atta greets me and gives me hugs and kisses. Flik then hands my autograph book and pen to Princess Atta for her to sign. After Princess Atta gives me my autograph book and pen back. Flik, Princess Atta and I pose together for pictures with my camera and my PhotoPass card. Just as we say "Goodbye" I give both Flik and Princess Atta big hugs and say "I love you. You two are my best friends." And that is a happy moment of me with Flik and Princess Atta in Animal Kingdom.

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I'm 9 months pregnant and doing a photography shoot, and go into labor. The clients have two vehicles, one is a nasty old pickup truck with dog poop in the backseat (all OVER), or a small compact car. As we're driving, we come to a seedy motel and my father in law is there with a friend, as is my mother and grandmother. I keep telling them that the baby is coming, and they ignore me, and my father in law is so engrossed in a painting that he doesn't notice that the baby is crowning and eventually falls out of me. He delivers the baby, but pays no attention to me.

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