Understand My Dreams

Dreams paralyze

I was playing blackjack with friends. We went to a blue bedroom. We sat on a blue bed. My friend pushed me on the floor and ripped my clothes off. He then forced two fingers in my mouth and was trying to rape me. My boyfriend walked in and started walking away. I scream and begin to cry loudly. My boyfriend pushes the male off me and picks me up. I'm still naked. He kisses me and I kiss him. I'm still scared and hide my face in his chest. I then wake up in water. I hear laughing. Shadow Demons stare at me. I am paralyzed. Fear takes over. I close my eyes and awake.

I started off with my body having a seizure and was terrified. I was pretty much paralyzed and didn't have the voice to shout. I kind of realized the devil was present. I finally got the strength to get out of bed and I see my religious grandmother doing nothing to calm me down. My sister was beheaded and her head was hanging from the bathroom door knob. I see a German Shepard who I think is associated with the devil. He's in the dark n my other then comes upstairs and I feel as thought the devil has brain washed them. I get a gun from her and shoot the German Shepard. And then I hear a voice of a new born baby. I became petrified because I'm thinking its Satans killed. I believe that was the reason why mother came upstairs to tell me that their was a new born. I Somehow get a hold of a dagger and stab the baby several times killing it.

I am about to wake up i hear my alarm and reach to turn it off but i can’t move i can’t even open my eyes i realize i’m paralyzed and i try in vain to scream for help but i can’t make a sound my head feels foggy and unfocused like i’m of no substance my body feels like an iron prison and my consciousness is struggling against it trying to get the two to connect and move and free me it’s as if my brain is trapped by my body i can think properly and flutter my eyelids a bit but otherwise i cannot move it terrifies me and i scream a silent mental scream no one even knows i’m screaming but me when i finish screaming i try to calm down and relax thinking that maybe my paralysis will end when my struggling does i wait consciousness still for what feels like forever i try to move again to no avail i remember in a nightmare i had when i was younger i squeezed my eyes shut and was able to wake myself up i decide to try that again i focus on my eyes squeeze them shut and open nothing again again i can’t move i squeeze my eyes shut as hard as i can and open them this time i actually wake up

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