Dreams Exposed

I was getting ready for a trip. Packing and preparing. i cut holes in my tank top to expose my nipples. Get to the airport, i see Alex an old child hood friend/family member. i say im hungry and says he is too. But our flight is called. we are going to los angeles to see our mutual brother. the little plane is filled with business people working on a project. we are almost invisible to them. I put my head on his shoulder. he holds me. this continues throughout the flight. someone sees my exposed nipples and starts laughing, i feel vulnerable and slightly exposed. in the car we are trying to get food. We arrive and my dad is at our older brothers house. We plan dinner but my dad is eating food from a plate in front of him. I begin dressing in the dining room. i put on a large bracelet and my sister in law tells me not to wear it. ive been black listed by a famous designer.

A mad man came to me demanding for money. I refused to give him and ran away, so ran after me but I outran him. Then I found myself in a place where there were exposed high tension in different places on the ground. Some people mistakenly stepped on it and burnt to ashes immediately but among those who escape that trap. There were another life high tensions that were fixed under a bridge and people are passing under this bridge. Not all that passed through the bridge escaped death as the high tension killed them at interval. As it was my turn to pass under the bridge this mad man came again and started fighting me to collected the money I was holding- twenty naira. I carried him far up and threw him away. He landed on three women that sat by watching and I woke up without passing under that bridge.

I had to pack a bag very quickly. I was in the bedroom and knew there was a dead 'roadkill' type animal under my bed. I tried not to look but couldn't help noticing the guts all over the floor and the blood. I looked and notied a huge dog sizes rat, still alive and badly suffering. It had its top part of the skill taken off and the brain exposed, blood and internal organs everywhere. I was so sad and knew it was badly suffering but couldn't bring myself to kill it and put it out of its misery. I walked away feeling terrible and so guilty at my weakness.