Dreams with him

Smoking a cigarette on my grandparents old street from when i was growing up with my bad dog who had to be put to sleep and there was a throne and i sat in it to smoke and then the last time i smoked there was a Kings cape and a crown i wore and a man came out of the house in front of the throne and he had a little dog with him who i was afraid would get attacked by my dog but instead the man gave me a disapproving stare and went inside

I was with my husband. We were going to dinner. We arrived at the place and there was a long wait. MY husband left me alone to wait and he didn't come back. I waited a long time with people I did not know and I felt uncomfortable. I began to become upset with my husband for not returning. finally it was time to enter the building and my husband was not there so I went in without him. As I entered I noticed there were several rooms. When I began to walk in to one room, suddenly my brother popped his head in front of me. He had a big smile on his face and he looked like he did in high school. He didn't say anything, but just kept smiling and looking at me. Then I continued on to another room where there were tables and chairs to sit for dinner. so I went to an empty table to sit and I looked over and saw my husband just standing by another table. I was angry with him for not returning and coming in with me. He called me over to sit with him but I was upset. then I woke up from the dream.

I was making love to this gut that I honestly can't stand in my old schools yard in a car. Later I had gone home to see My ex and my family living in my parents house with me. My parents aren't home at night and only during the day apparently. My ex who is also the guy I'm still in love with shared my room but he was uncomfortable with me there. I felt bad for something I did so I went with him to buy him a guitar and piano.

I was at a party with my husband and my ex- boyfriend also happened to be there. My ex- boyfriend asked me to dance with him because he was leaving soon and didn't know when he'd see me again. I said yes. Afterward my ex- boyfriend and my husband were arguing but I couldn't hear the argument. Later I was sitting at a table and my ex- boyfriend came to sit with me. He looked me in the eyes and told me that he still loved me and that he loves me more with each passing day. I hesitated a while before telling him that I love him, too.

I dreamt of someone chasing me everywhere, he wanted to rape me and I tried to escape, he was obsessed with me and wanted desperately to have sex with me and my body. The he grabbed me and tried to force me to have sex with him, he was naked at some point.