Dreams calm

I was at my place of work, an english style pub, and my family came in to see me. I casually said "oh, it must be someones birthday" and my mom was very pleased I remembered (Last year I forgot her birthday). So i walk around the other side of the bar to give her a hug and a kiss and I forgot she had a new baby! The rest of us are grown up (between 18 and 15) and the others took little interest in the child. But I sang to her and held her and played baby games with her as she seemed to be communicationg with me with words, but she didnt speak out loud. Only in my head could i hear her. After their lunch i went outside with them, as if I wasnt working, and we went to a park. I lay baby alice on the grass and she began to crawl. I exclaimed "She's crawling already!" and my mother was calm and replied, "Yea, she just gets it"

My father's girlfriend left him for My Ex-husband. My sister was my father's girlfriend 's best friend. I was angry. My mother was trying to calm me down, but very mad. I was with a light complexion male friend. He gave me his watch to use so that I can keep track of time. He then needed to use the phone to call different colleges. I attacked Miss Ella, called her a nasty bitch. I told her that she better pray that God have mercy on her soul. i put a curse on her. I told her that she's going to pay for this shit. My mother was trying to stop me but I couldn't be stopped. I turned to my sister and said cursed is the ground you walk on. I took my finger and poked her in the eye pushing her head backwards. My father was upstairs in the room and wouldn't come down. My mother was say that my father did the same thing to her. My Male friend told me that I can't focus on him because of all the mess around me.

Last night I dreamed that my partner and I were traveling to some thing or other, when a storm broke we ended up at an old estate and with a very old man who said he would give us shelter if we walked his pets for him. He took us in, we waited in the hallway which was dark, narrow and with high ceilings. He lead out a bear on a lead and a white wolf which i didn’t want to come with us but it just pushed past us and and walked freely beside us. As we walked the storm got worse until we came to a old twisted looking tree were the storm was a little calmer just around the tree. Under the tree was a huge dark bowl and in the bowl was my cat which was giving birth to lots of half formed babies which appeared to have the bodies of piglets and skulls for heads every werid baby she pushed out made her bleed the bowl was half full of blood with my cat and her kittens. I went over to fish around in the bowl and see if the babies were alive everything was warm the blood was thick and the babies felt like piglets they had smooth pink skin, allot of them had the birth sack over there skull head i remember removing them to see if they would breath but they were all dead. My cat was still giving birth and the storm was worsening so i took an old blanket off the tree and wrapped the giant bowl up to try and protect it from the weather the blanket formed a swirl shape on top of the giant bowl, i left intending to return in the morning but my dream then turns foggy and i woke up.

I dreamt I was with my ex boyfriend , we where at the beach, it was sunny and warm, it was high tide but the water was calm, he was holding me and I told him I love him, we saw people swimming a cripple woman I know was enjoying the water

My father's girlfriend left him for My Ex-husband. My sister was my father's girlfriend 's best friend. I was angry. My mother was trying to calm me down, but very mad. I was with a light complexion male friend. He gave me his watch to use so that I can keep track of time. He then needed to use the phone to call different colleges. I attacked Miss Ella, called her a nasty bitch. I told her that she better pray that God have mercy on her soul. I told her that she's going to pay for this shit. My mother was trying to stop me but I couldn't be stopped. I turned to my sister and said cursed is the ground you walk on. I took my finger and poked her in the eye pushing her head backwards. My father was upstairs in the room and wouldn't come down. My mother was say that my father did the same thing to her. My Male friend told me that I can't focus on him because of all the mess around me.