Understand My Dreams

Dreams i felt

I was pregnant with my 3rd child and knew it would be my last child due to my age. I was due any day and suddenly noticed a drop of blood on the floor where I was standing. My husband drove me to the hospital. I was laying on the delivery table and was continuing to bleed but felt no labor pains. I was very upset that the labor wouldn't start. Then I felt sad because I know this was the last time I would give birth and was frustrated that the labor would not begin.

I dreamt i was being robbed in my old house that I grew up in, It seemed like it was a man i knew, I don't recall him in waking life, but he felt familiar, he stole my state of the art stero system, and put in it's place a used up rusty old box radio and seemed very manulpliated while doing this telling me it was for the best, that i should be satisfied with the old junk and let him have the state of the art equipment. I ran to my mother and said to her let's call the police, I need help, this man is robbing me of something I own help me, she seemed very disinterested, I felt aliented no one to defend me or back me up, how could a mother do this to me. In the dream I eneded up not doing anything, only thinking I should do something, but didn't have the fight to go and get my stuff back, which i worked so hard to buy, it was as if I've given up.

In a cabin exploring. I found a little panic room. Words lit up in another language. I heard a male voice to say it out loud but nobody was there. So I did. That wall opened and led to a hallway. That same male voice said never to go in there because it was evil. As soon as the door openediI felt the intensity of the evil in that hallway. The male ghost kept planting white roses every where. Though I was not allowed to pick them. The next day they would be gone and placed in another area. Eventually, he gave me permission to show my family. I did. All but one were acceptant of him. He tried to get rid of him. Kill him. Nothing worked. This male ghost wasn't evil. He loved. He told me he couldn't leave because he was in love and that's what was stopping everything from sending him away. I had to leave. Vacation was over. I left that cabin so heartbroken, I'd neversee himagain.

I was in Virginia where my Mother lives and I saw this man pass me as I was walking down the sidewalk to the house where I was going, he stopped and asked me where had I been, before I said anything my Mother came around the corner of then house while the man and I was standing on the porch she said to the man to ask me out on a date and take me somewhere so the man asked me for my phone number. As I went into the house I walked up a flight of stairs to an apartment where I went to see this young man that I felt I was in love with and I could see he was in love with me too. He wad having some problems with his ex girlfriend . then the young man and I was a church sitting together I was looking at the ministers on them pulpit, then all of a sudden the there were a funeral in the church where we were at. so another young man said to me thanks for coming to my cousin funeral, he looked very discouraged. next we went to the store and I saw the other young man from his cousins funeral and his sister at the store, he asked me that he thought I wasn't dating any one I said I am not he is my friend and he said why does he stay close to you so I said he cares for me. then we heard some noise and we all looked out the store window and saw these two men beat up this woman and throw her on the ground and tear her clothes from the waste down off her private parts was showing , I saw one man put white foam on the woman private parts and use his fingers to rape her and the other man was pulling his pants down and all of this was happening in the public but no one would help her because they said it was a gang doing it to the lady so every just watched.

In my dream, I was in a opened pavilion, wooden structure that was filled with beautiful people. The women were dressed like Greek goddesses. They were welcoming and even made me feel as if I was unique in special quality beauty. They were speaking to each other and casting admiring looks toward me. I sensed there were men around, but no faces or forms. I sensed I was at a place that was just western outskirts of my home town. A man entered and I recognized him to be my real life lover. He was wearing a covering around his waist made of a cloth and sandals, that looked to be Roman like. I remember studying his shoes and how the laces tied around his lower calves. In my dream, I didn't know him to be my lover, but as a very handsome man that entered the pavilion. All the women were looking at him and sending him pleasant smiles, yet he walked over to me and took my hand. I felt like a stranger to him, yet very receptive to his unspoken request that I go with him. He led me out of the building to the yard in the back. The sun was quickly setting. He had me to sit... which now seemed like the back of the bed of a truck covered in burlap and hay. Perhaps it was a wooden wagon, I am not for sure. He never spoke, but I was felt so completely elated that he chose me above all the other women to cast his attention. He stood next to the bed, where I was sitting and then he looked up to the heavens which were now very dark. The sky was completely covered in brilliant, sparkling stars. I marveled at how brightly they shown. He reached up with his hand and swirled the stars around in a circular motion, causing them to fall from the sky. They fell directly on top of me, showering me with real diamonds, collecting in my hair and my lap. My hands were cupped to catch them as I smiled and squealed in delight. I looked up to thank him and he was no longer there. I suddenly felt saddened. Appreciative that I would mean so much to him that he would pick me, yet not understanding his departure nor if I would see him again. I reviewed his swirling of the stars many times in my mind, and how he gave them to me.

Dreamed I was in a bus with sally ( a friend from university days). I'm not sure if we had same destination, but we were  on same seat, with some guys in-between us. It was dark in the dream as though it was night time. I was surrounded by men, there were some guys in the back seat as well, one on my right, one on my left. The one on my right gave me his complementary card, found a pen and wrote his number out on a piece of paper. I was thinking/feeling,"wow" i must be attractive, I felt proud but was polite to all of them. I was also thinking "what would the other people in the bus think of me?", in another way I felt shy or embarrassed.   I alighted from the bus with one of the guys, the one on my right,that was not where I was going, we alighted at a university campus, the hostel area precisely, I see Stella (my brother's ex girl) sitting down on a bench, i'm sitting next to her too, I greet her, she responds coldly and doesn't say anything more. I understood she didn't want my presence,. I'm waiting for the guy/man I alighted from the bus with, he left to attend to business, I was getting impatient waiting for him, I walked to another part of the hostel, saw a friend of his and laid my complaints to him. Told him I needed to get to my hostel,and he should please help me take care of his friends luggage (I see then that he left his luggage with me). A black suitcase that was packed full could barely zip properly, had other items on top that couldn't stay in the bag. I pointed at the suitcase as I was talking to him, it seemed the owner of the suitcase called, we spoke over the phone,he asked if his luggage was safe, said he'd be back soon.  In another scene. I had paid for a room in one of the hostels around where I was, but I didn't like it, though I could see some of my things like clothes were still there, I noticed my belongings was mixed with stella's. I was going through them the clothes and thinking to myself that I should sell the room to another person, I was in another hostel now, someplace that I liked, I had a better place and couldn't wait to get back to my hostel but this guy and his luggage was holding me back.

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