Dreams dying

I dreamed that my father told me he was dying while we were driving in his car to his office. I reached over and held his hand after he told me. When we reached his office, he presented me with some paperwork to sign off, giving me his gold coin collection. Later, I was in a room with my current love interest with various other family and friends including his ex. He was very nonchalant about the fact that she was there too and didn't acknowledge her. Instead he was all attention to me.

Having to jump from a great height in order to land safely in water without landing on a rock and dying i feel the jump as i free fall hoping that i land in the water and made the right choice

I was bleeding out everywhere and nobody cared. It was normal but I was dying slowly.

School buses with children in them were falling from the sky. They were dying. I was scared

Some how my mom broke out of jail, to move to Arkansas with me, frank, and a white couple. Something went wrong with going, my mom decided to have a shoot out with the police in turn being shot in her chest and killing the officers, as my mother lay dying I tell Terri to shoot me in my upper back near my heart however the bullet went in to the left and came out on the right just under my tit. Terri and I were in 7-11 some how. We managed to make it to an apartment back to my mom that was not dead at all, I asked her how she was feeling, she replied "I'm at a place when I am okay with whatever happens" I say even dying? She laid her head on the floor and closed her eyes and continued to breathe, I called the police to get us help but nothing came and we were down the street from the police station :( I woke up with the same burn I felt in my chest with being shot. As I'm laying here wondering what it all means I feel sad inside, because I think this is telling me that I feel guilty about something concerning her. Then again I can feel happy in knowing that regardless of how long help took, we keep living through the pain.