Understand My Dreams

Dreams rain

I dreamed that I was going to work, hunting demons and at the end of my shift (around 7 at night) a demon attacked me and I was left naked in the street walking disoriented and alone towards a hospital where there was a party, a colleague from work he gave me his coat and tried to cover me during the way, when I arrived at the hospital a doctor who was drunk and seemed to know me well treated me. He gave me shorts and I put them on, he offered me beer and I drank until I got drunk when I woke up I was almost completely alone and there was no light at all in the hospital, a girl was caressing me and when she realized I woke up she moved away from me ( only there was no light in the hospital) when I got up to leave I walked disoriented because I was still drunk and then the girl came up to me and helped me walk towards the exit (in the course of this it started to rain) and at the entrance of the compound there were a shadow that was familiar to me. when we approached the Gate (which was completely open and abandoned I saw the face of the person and it was my grandmother (she was throughout my distant childhood and she did not treat my mom well) she offered me decent clothes and a car to take me home, the The girl who was helping me without thinking rejected her and told her to leave and that it hurts me, so I angrily told the lady that I don't want anything from them and asked her "why are you so worried about me?" perhaps now that I'm better, do you think I need them?", she answered me with a simple "No", the girl then told her 'go away and don't bother him again, he is a very good person, he always cares about others and always she strives to improve" then I managed to see the face of the girl (and it turned out to be the girl from 16 of my other dreams with whom I had a mishap that is my responsibility and for that reason we stopped talking even though I apologized to her) when she It was my grandmother, I bent down and began to cry inconsolably and cursing her and all my paternal family, the girl tried to comfort me, I yelled at her and told her that she would leave me alone, she gave me a hug and kissed me on the mouth crying and everything this while it was raining with the force of a hurricane, so she ran away crying; and he left me alone I turned around for a moment he saw me and said through his tears "I wish you good luck" I walked very slowly up a hill and when I finished walking I arrived at what seemed to be my house I lay down at the foot of one of my apple trees that were producing fruit and the apples were a beautiful reddish-green color (I do have 2 little apple trees in my house, but they are quite young) from my house while it was still raining very hard. apple trees are very symbolic for me, they represent my acidic and not very warm childhood on the paternal side and sweet and comfortable on the maternal side, also my maternal Great-grandparents were extremely poor and ambitious farmers of Goat's Milk apple trees and potatoes. and in reality, whenever I am near an apple tree I feel peace, nostalgia and I am proud of my maternal family

I just had the worst dream of being sent to some jacked up military like school that brainwashes people and with sadistic instructors and ruthless guards that will do anything to ensure no one rebels wether it is right or wrong . The facility also happens to be underneath some large department store. It was just impossible attempting to get out and the reason I was sent there was because someone got the paperwork messed up and the only way i got out was because someone who was also stuck there happened to be some jedi with mind tricks. The guards and instructors were like dressed in all gray or black with black coveralls similar to what imperial officers wore

I dreamed of exactly what I've experienced for decades. I saw myself living life as I exactly would and have in the future, and that future is now. The Future was the past, the past was the future, and the present is both the past and the future at the same time reoccurring in reality. Was it truly a dream? I was asleep. But unlike normal dreams, I could taste, smell and even hear the thoughts, feel the chemistry changes in my brain and feel the emotions I would have in the future. I have the same spouse and children now as I saw I would. That took over 20 years to come to fruition. I even saw the dreams I would have in the future, therefore I was having dreams within my dreams. And now I'm reliving all of it.

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