Dreams cut

Dreamt about a lot of bad and fierce people cutting salmons and some other types of fishes into slices. Then they displayed them out on the floor with some formation. Those smells from the fish were so bad and those people want us to eat those fish freshly without cooking. I remembered that my heart was so discomfort, scared, and anxious. I didn't want to eat those fish but it didn't seem that i have a choice to make. Then, it changed to another scene where i was finding my mum's food in the fridge that she has left. I would eat those instead of the fresh fishes. But it doesn't matter how hard i find, i still couldn't find the food in the fridge. But before that scene came in, there was another scene where something happened and we couldn't eat those fishes yet, but have to hide ourselves somewhere. Since it was a while and the fishes where displayed out there with the interaction with the air and so on, some of the fishes turned its colour and it didn't look fresh. The smells of them were stronger and stronger as well.

Dream of getting hunted done by all the children in the town to hurt and kill myself, it was first started at school when some rich fat bitch caught me cutting myself he drove me crazy and he found out that my mum abused me, my dad was the only person I could trust but he touches me, it excalated so bad until every single kid was put to see me kill myself, I had a moment with a kid who understood how I felt but they jumped and killed themselves, no adult would listen to me

I saw my best friend who is a girl and both of us were cutting cake and enjoying ourselves .

I saw an apple and a pomegranate and a guava on a same branch. On floor I saw there muddy water and there was a coin in slippery mud I took it and I washed it in a muddy water and then there was my cousin wearing white she had a bottle in her hand she spills water and I wash my hands again. We walked and I tapped on her shoulder she looks at me with anger I said I didn't put mud on your dupatta I didn't there were stains already. That was a place where were many people it was a shrine I asked my cousin to take out her phone and capture photos she nodded but didn't and she got disappeared in a crowd there was another girl I asked her If I accompany with her she agreed then we walked. I guess I was in India and I was asking my mother that where are my clothes and I need a hair cut here. My mother is from India and we went India twice.

In reality, I'm unmarried. The dream goes by. I was pregnant with a baby. My brother Abi was buying something as U asked him to in the terrace. I got pain and my mom took over the delivery. I pushed. The baby was laid beside my stomach in the ground and the umblical cord was took out and probably cut. I din remember after that. Shortly after that I was again pregnant with a baby again. I went to terrace in search of Abi to get me something to eat. He wasn't there. But my grandpa was there. I was kinda afraid of him and was leaving. He asked me what I wanted to eat as he was gonna get money from attending a meeting. He will be attending that meeting near our place. No one got that luck to attend it near their place but he got. He will be getting 29,250 from that meeting. I asked him for a rose milk but he said no. So I asked for a badam milk. He said ok. Suddenly I got delivery pain. I shouted for my mom. She came and I pushed out a baby. I holded my mom's had for the 1st baby and my grandpa's hand shortly for the 2nd baby. After waking up I din see my babies. I was shouting and banging the table for the babies. It was like a factory or something. My Mom came out and handed me the baby. Both the babies I pushed out were girls. I was in pain in my stomach. We all went somewhere, near the door or something in the factory like area. There came my husband. He was the actor Ram pothineni. I was in a anger that he din even there for my delivery. I went to him with open handed for a hug and he too. I stopped him before the hug and I hugged him as my mom , grandpa , grandma standing behind me. I head was lying on his shoulder. I was saying him while hugging I din even get to hold his hand during my delivery and I'm in pain in my stomach. He told me let's go home and everything's alright. It's like I was just relying on him for my pain and like love but with love. I'm so confused about what was I thinking then. My mom and grandma took care of babies. While babies were playing I was saying to my husband that were my art or something. And tgey were like or they were twins. Later they said that they were going home and can't spend their time with me. I looked at babies they were not babies anymore. They were running and playing.