Dreams crush

I had a recurring dream for the past few days. In there, my high school crush, who is kneeling with her hands on her laps and is shorter than me at 155 cm, and I, 166 cm tall, are sitting opposite each other on a bed, naked - we are 18 years old. She tells me that she is not afraid to have sex with me and asks me if I am afraid of fulfilling my first time. I used my fingers to stroke her breasts as I answered that I'm not afraid to do it. And then we kissed passionately after we confessed our love for each other. We took turns to have sex with each other and my dream ends when my crush is on top of me, panting. She is sweaty all over and persistently tries to thrust despite being weary. During this whole time, I was masturbating in reality. What do you think? Is it okay to have this dream? I am also single.

I am in the pool and I meet a rather attractive guy, and we start to interact, with which we end up helping each other in a strange competition in the pool in which the floor is more and more adherent, already at night in the pool, I start to fix an object that I found and he watches patiently, I ask him if I am wasting his time and he says no, I notice some love in his blue eyes while he smiles knowingly, then I feel that I am in love with him. I wake up, it was all a dream, I go to a meeting and my friend Eneko introduces me to the boy I dreamed of that night, I lose my balance and see two other boys exactly the same, one shakes my hand and I kiss his cheek and the other slowly and tenderly kisses my cheek, while the boy they introduced me looks at me with confusion and amazement, I blush and feel that my friends have already realized my crush, and therefore my homosexuality

Me and my crush got left at church after my dance performance and we were the only people there. We started talking for a few minutes then we saw that the sky grew dark. A storm was coming. A big one. It started pouring out there with big bangs of thunder and huge lightning bolts. And I was like omg I'm so scared, and he was like it's just some thunder don’t be scared. and I was like thunder means lightning and he was like oh yeah and then the helper in the church came in and was like who turned out the lights I was like the lighting and she was like ok then she disappeared then I started venting about some random thing to my crush but i don't remember what it was and then in the middle of it he kissed me then I slapped his face and then he said ow what was that for I was like idk and he was silent and I said I don’t know… just do it again and he was like ok we were kissing then his mom came in and she was like oh my gosh you and my son that’s so cute. And we were just standing there blushing and holding hands and the she disappeared and I said I’m so cold. He gave me his jacket and we found the warmest part it the church. I thanked him for the jacket and he said anytime. Then we had this big dramatic moment when we were just staring into each others eyes. We blushed again. And kissed me so passionately that I just had to give in. Then the freaking church service started and ruined the moment.

I was at the pier in st Augustine with my ex crush that I still like but we saw like all of this garbage but it was like broken toys and water guns and just old kids stuff pretty much and didn’t think anything of it and we left and then I went back a little later by myself and I was picking up the garbage and this scary man came up and picked up one of the water guns but then it all of a sudden was a real gun so I hid behind a concrete post but he could see me so I kept ducking to hide and he was talking to himself so he was distracted and forgot I was there and then I saw my different ex boyfriend from a distance walking towards me and I waved at him to stop him and the man heard him coming so he started yelling at me and then Holden turned into a cop and was trying to get him to drop the gun and telling me sneak away slowly and then I heard a gun shot and I woke up and I was terrified cause I don’t know who got shot

So I was in my regular neighborhood but we were in London and right next to Disney world so me and my friend found this baby wolf but it looked bigger than a baby so any way we pet it then these to other dogs started chasing us so we ran into my house closed the door and eventually the dogs left then my friend was tired so she went home then I met this boy that I had a crush on but he never told me his name any way he asked if he wanted me to go on the roller coaster with him but I was to scared so then I saw the horse I normally ride in our neighborhood and they were like doing little rides any way I already new how to ride so I got on the horse but then there were all these rules so I decided to get off then I went back to where the boy was waiting for me and there were these small baby dolls in boxes and it said mother and father bathing then it had like this address to a church but anyway I somehow got on of the dolls out of the box and it started talking so I tried to put it back but it kept coming back to me finally this lady come up to me and says do you want that doll to be gone and I said yes so she said ok but in a month you will have to move out of London so I said ok so she may the doll disappear and then I went up to the boy and said pinky promise something and he said that you’ll go on the roller coaster with me then I said no that we will spend as much time together as possible then he smiled and we went on the roller coaster