Understand My Dreams

Dreams basket

I HAD A DREAM THAT MYSELF, MY SISTER AND HER DAUGHTERS, WERE MEETING MY FATHER SOMEWHERE, IT WAS LIKE A VACATION OR SOMETHING. IT SEEMED LIKE A FOREIGN COUNTRY. MY FATHER PASSED YEARS AGO. BUT I REMEBER IN THE DREAM HAVING A COOK OUT, US PLAYING BASKETBALL LIKE WE USE TO, AND JUST HANGING OUT. I REMEMBER SOMEONE SAYING THAT MY DAD WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TWICE THE WEEK WE WERE THERE. THEN THE DAY BEFORE I LEFT I WAS A BASKET CASE. I WAS CRYING MY EYES OUT, IT WAS LIKE I KNEW I WOULDN'T SEE MY DAD AGAIN. I WENT TO SLEEP IN A ROOM ALONE ON THE FLOOR AND WOKE UP VERY EARLY. I REMEBER WATCHING THROUGH THE WINDOW FOR MY DAD. HE STARTED WALKING DOWN SOME STEPS AND I RAN OUT TO HIM. I WAS AGAIN CRYING AND TRIED PUTTING MY HEAD ON MY DADS SHOULDER. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE GOT UP. HE TRIED TO GET MY MIND OFF LEAVING, HE WASN'T REALLY COLD BUT I WANT TO JUST HUG AND HAVE HIM HOLD ME AND THAT DID NOT HAPPEN. I KNEW HE LOVED ME. SOMEWHERE IN THE DREAM MY FATHER DISAPPEARED AND I WAS LEFT ALONE TRYING TO FIND MY NIECE TO RIDE BACK HOME WITH ME. THERE WAS A LOT MORE DETAIL BUT THAT IS THE BASIS. I WOKE UP TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE AND OF COURSE I LOST IT ONCE I WOKE UP. THEN I COME TO WORK AND I HEAR OVER THE INTERCOM THAT TODAY THEY ARE MEETING AT THE FLAG POLE FOR TISSUE AND ORGAN DONORS...WHICH MY FATHER WAS. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN. I MISS MY FATHER MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. I WAS IN MY LATE 20 WHEN HE PASSED.

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