Dreams Spiritual

I dream of a spiritual advisor

Last night, I had the scariest dream I’ve ever had. I woke up crying and feeling super scared. In my dream, I was dead but I didn’t realize that I was dead, until the last part then I woke up. So here were just some parts that I remember clearly. What happened was that, it was like our class’ retreat. We were asked to enter a dark room and girls who were like spiritual advisers or something like that we’re in there. So we were asked to enter and approach a girl i guess, that would give us advice, spiritual guidance and things like that. But when I entered the room, this girl; one of the spiritual advisers, immediately approached me and grabbed my arm. Like she wasn’t looking at me, eyes closed and she just came towards me like i was some person she really felt something with and creepy things like that. But in my dream, she just made me sit beside her. I couldnt remember her telling me anything. Then it all got blurry and the next thing I remember was that we were being asked to evacuate a place. There were even some bouncers in the area trying to get us out… So I left and I was going down a dark staircase. It wasn’t totally dark, like there was a light bulb at the bottom of the stairs but it was flickering so… yeah. and while I was going down the stairs, a classmate of mine ( i think or maybe a friend, im not really sure. but the setting I remember was that I was in a retreat with my classmates so I think it was one of my classmates, im not sure who) held my hand. Our fingers interlocked going down the stairs ‘cause we were both scared. Reaching the bottom stairs was another staircase going up. lol. yeah I dont get it either. All I remember was we were going down a staircase then another staircase leading up. So we went up and we we’re like in a dorm. In my dream, I know it was our dorm. So we tried climbing up to room after room, then I noticed one of our teachers was in the building. I told my classmate that she was there and we tried hiding, which surprisingly, though I am sure that she could have seen me already, she didnt. Then when my classmate and I reached our own room… i realized that she wasnt only a classmate, she was also my ‘roommate’ in that dorm. So yeah, we reached our room. It was all white, wooden floors, double bed on the side and a big mirror on the wall. and in the reflection on the mirror, I saw my roommate and myself like my other self, lying on the floor, dead. Like, the room was empty. I just saw our dead selves on the reflection. And so like I got really scared and I was like wtf whats happening, shit maybe that’s why that spiritual girl approached me or something and maybe thats why my teacher didnt see me earlier, because I was already dead. So in my dream, I was only ghost. I didnt really realized that I was already dead until I got to see my dead body in the reflection on the mirror. Then I got crazyscared and woke up, crying. As I’ve said, I’ve dreamt of other people dying in my dreams, I’ve never dreamt of anyone dead already appearing in my dreams, and it was my first time to dream of myself dead so i was scared as shit. I googled that when you see yourself dead or dying in a dream, it usually is a good sign like you’re changing and your oldself is dying or something like that but I dont really know what’s with the roomate dying too and the ghost and why i didnt realize that i was only ghost. This has been bothering me all day and I really hope someone could interpret this crazy dream of mine.

Last night I had a dream about an evil spiritual monkey. I'm my dream it was bad to turn off the lights. I did so in my dream and my family told me it would come after me, and so it did. In my dream the monkey killed someone. It would climb up my neighbors house and it could fly. In my dream I would hide from this monkey until I called it and captured it and tore it into pieces. I was to put it's remains into a black hankerchief but when I saw it's remains it was just tissue. Also when I captured t the monkey bit my left had.

There were 2 guys and a girl, that I don't actually know, in my dream. I knew who was supposed to fall in love with who, as if it was a film I had already seen. The one for my eventually started to fall in love with me. I can't remember of his physical body, except that he had long hair (which I really rarely find attractive on a boy). He was so cute and sweet in his ways of being with me. We did stuff together only, when our friends (which don't actually exist) were together. I really feel like I love(d) him and now I kinda miss him. I was really sad when I woke up and that obviously my dream ended. The weird thing is that I NEVER have happy dreams, and nor did I EVER fall in love with anyone in my whole life (I'm 16). I felt confortable with him, while I don't even feel confortable with my own mother (social anxiety). Is this maybe cause deep down I want to find love or something? I already had dreams that kind of happened after. Oh gosh I just remembered that the day before I had said to my spiritual guides or whatever you call them "please show yourself to me" or something. This could be it too lol...... O.O To resume once again, I made up everything in my dream, even the places. The where only objects that I have (like my old dolly house) or references to stuff in my life (kids from people from my korean lesson => I've never heard of them).

Recently I have been having recurring mountain climbing dreams. Once a year teams of spiritualists train and gather to climb a mountain that has claimed many lives over the years. It takes weeks to climb and most die in the snow. The beginning of the climb has fair weather and the ground is of light copper dirt. This point is full of rituals; the most common of which is the taking various hallucinogens. There are strange creatures found along the climb; some mystical, some dangerous. The "top" of the mountain seems to be a difference realm or plane of existence inhabited by UFO's. Year after year word spreads about the journey and the once sacred climb becomes more commercialized. Although, the true seekers do not indulge in the music and drugs at the base of the mountain. We climb on into the cosmos.