Understand My Dreams

Dreams in real life

My dad is unable, physically, to play baseball anymore but he was playing; he hit the ball hard and deep beyond the centre fielder, by the time they got the ball in he was only at second (being an extremely fast runner at one time) he looked at me and said "somethings wrong, I'm only at second base). there was a beer tent with spectators in it in the middle of the playing field. my friend jane was beside me and commented on my dad's hit, then proceeded to set her pet monkey down (she doesn't have one in real life). then my dad is on a pink couch dying, the crowd wouldn't let me through, he was really cold and people were putting blankets on him. i finally got through and kissed him; told him that he had to hang on, that i still needed him, please don't leave me. I was ready to do cpr on him if need be, he was getting stiff...no one called 911. i woke up before he died

I was marrying a famous rock star and showed up to the wedding by myself. He had several groomsmen, but I had no one standing up with me. I hurried inside the chapel to get changed into my dress. My current husband (in real life) walks by and I ask him if I can talk to him for a second. I ask him if it is tacky that I am going to wear the same dress to this wedding that I had worn at ours and he says yes and walks off. The rest of the dream is frantically trying to find a dress is several closets/armoirs in the top of the chapel. I finally find a white one that is sort of reminiscent of a wedding dress,but is fashioned as an 80's prom dress. Time is moving super fast and everyone is waiting in the church for me to appear, but I never get dressed before I wake up. The dress is super wrinkled and has a stain on it.

The dream started off that I was at a camp of some sort at a school and that I was lesbian and dating a girl named Bri (that is in chamber choir with me in real life) and we were all hanging out in a group doing some sort of diversity day/bonding activity and in the group of kids were familiar faces from school and some of my friends. They rest of the group was moving into another room and me and Bri stayed behind taking our time to join, and I could hear and feel everyone talking and looking at us, about how they know we are together and how weird. When we joined the group in the other room they all acted weird to us as me and Bri were comfortably showing affection. Then we were at some house party that I have driven there with my friend Thomas. But instead of me being with Bri I was with my friend Nour who was more than a friend in my dream. There was a different group of people at the party but mostly familiar faces. I was walking through the rooms of the house with my arm around Nour and I saw a group of familiar parents and school staff, specifically Mrs. Franco and Mrs. Deleo. Then everyone was making way for Mrs. Franco who walking up to Annie Deleo with a pregnancy test and we were all waiting for her to take it. Her mom, Mrs. Deleo told everyone at the party to pray for Annie. Then Thomas and I were driving recklessly and we went to a familiar bakery/candy shop where we were meeting my mom, my grandparents and they had a new born baby that was supposedly my cousin’s. The shop was closing and going out of business and I remember feeling sad about it, like it had some memories or some sentimental value to me. Then we were leaving and I was driving my grandpa’s Lexus and I hit my mom’s car a little when leaving the paring lot and but no one noticed. It was night time and I was lost driving home and there was the new born baby strapped in the back with only a regular seatbelt.

My boyfriend s ex comes over to visit and walks right in, forces herself in. I'm hiding in the closet which she opens, sees me and then my boyfriend s comes over to sit with me. Next we are all sitting in the closet and he is talking to her. I then look at him and try to tell him how innapropriate this is so she goes to leave and he escorts her out. He and I talk about this, and I say he should have no connection with his ex, and he's laughing but agreeing. He says he's going out and she briefly comes back into our room but with her face covered by a bag of some sort, she says no words but I know it's her. He leaves, and I'm crying and I try to call him and he tells me he'll be back. I leave our room and end up out on the curb with a bunch of random people behind me. I call him again and he answers, I don't remember what is said except that they are smoking weed together in the car. Somehow in the morning I end up with one of my friends and we go to a restsuaurant and talk about it. She's not empathetic but she is with me and I feel so abandoned, lost, confused, sick, and trapped. I don't know what I'm going to do with the baby in my stomach, as I am 10 weeks pregnant (in real life and in the dream). I feel like i can't go to anyone so i visit this shelter and the last thing I remember is smashing my phone so no one can get in touch with me.

First i was in my grandmas house and i was seeing that she was remodeling her kitchen and she was putting in the black and marroon tiles i had suggested. then I was in Cabo San Lucas with my family and my grandma was also there, then we flew home but on the way home, my grandma took a different flight and hers crashed and she died. The next scene i remember is that i was in her living room and then i saw her body standing upright. she was not moving though. then i was super sad and i got these special brownish pills and put one in her mouth and she revived for like 5 mins or something. im not really sure, it was a dream so it was confusing. anyways i also remember being in a plane and i saw my grandma was in there and i was trying to prevent her death or something, i dont really know. i also remember a scene somewhere in the dream when i was looking at a looong brown book thingy next to her standing dead body and i heard a voice of a woman coming from the book, but it didnt seem like my grandmas, so i asked my mom "what did grandma sound like when she was little" and she responded "idk, lemme see the book" so she put it up to her ear but she didnt hear anything so i figured maybe only i could here it. it was a woman talking about her life, like a diary. when i woke up from this dream i was crying and it was very sad. in real life, my grandma is pretty old (88 or 89 or 90) and shes in ok health, but recently within the past year or so her health has declined, shes had a hip surgery and then a few complications from it, nothing very serious or life threatening though. Just thinking id add that info.

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