Understand My Dreams

Dreams with him

I was with my late father in the dream at first. He was getting ready to leave on a trip to kentucky and he was excited to go. I wasn't going with him and he left to get sleep really early in the day and I was sad that he didnt want me to go or he would stay. After he left a cousin appeared and was paraniod he was gonna get robbed. We were in a garage and he told me to go inside and as I did I saw the guys walking up. I screamed but they still killed him and ran a muck around the house. In the end they realized they knew our family and they stopped trying to rob or kill us.

I was at my brothers house, it was me, my older brother, and his friend tony. Tony is married (In reality, he’s married and me and him, pre coming out, had a thing.) But, In my dream, me and tony had maybe moved past (what we had already done in the physical reality… Had sex. blah blah blah) Anyway, Me and tony separated from each other, to meet at a specific location. So I had my brother fly me in a paper plane, over to this location that me and tony decided that we would meet. Me and tony met on the train. Though the front car was full, there were tons of other spots to sit on the cars behind….But we chose two seats, in which we cuddled. What happened? I got comfortable with him. I felt at peace being in his arms. Then his wife comes on the train, looking for both of us. She’s raging angry, but it’s almost as if we’re invisible. Because she passes by us, raging. I’m panicking and Tony is just sitting there. While he’s sitting there he’s taking pain killers and both of us are kind of numb. The train stops at an unknown station and instead of everyone walking out, they disappear. Now it’s just me, tony and the train conductor wearing a mask that covers his face. The conductor looks at me and hands me a knife. I start curing my hand and arm open, letting the blood drip out as tony still looks numb. I cry, wondering why he hasn’t helped me. A minute later, I’m healed… but me and tony are standing on opposite sides of the train station. I’m crying, looking at tony. I want him to come to my side. The conductor just holds me, while tony fades away.

I was leaving from a girls night out and one of my friends are drunk. So we got invited on a party bus. On the bus were unknown professional basketball players and other women dress provocatively. I was wearing a shirt and leggings. Their were enough women where they can each have a man. My friend who was drunk started to get mad because she was not drinking anymore. So on the bus I would stare at every man, but there was one who gotten my attention. So we were speaking to each other. Then, the bus stopped at a fancy hotel. We had a hotel party but at the end of the party every girl had a man. And I had the same guy I was talking to on the bus. We slept in the same room but we just spoke the whole next. The next day came we he want me to come back on the bus with him and go to the game I was apprehensive at first but then I said yes. When we got back on the bus half the girls weren't there. The bus started up they said we're going to the mall first. I knew the mall we we're going to because my sister worked there and she needed money for the rent. So I gave her $3000 cash that I got from the stem in the mall. The player walked with me to give my sister the money. He smiled and then my sister pulled me aside and said he was just a drafted basketball player for the Lakers. I wasn't surprised. After I went to buy an outfit. Then, we left and headed to the bus. We started to head the games because they had to check in for the game. The girls and I waited on court side seats. It actually wasn't that bad. The game finally began it was really good. The won the game that night. So the girls and I met the men back at the bus. Went went back to the same hotel for a party but the gentleman and I left after an hour to go back to his room. We started to speak again then we winded up kissing which lead to us having sex I made him scream so loud. The we finally fell my head was on his chest. I woke up earlier then him took the room key and went to get us some food and a coffee. When I came he was just waking up and I gave him breakfast and I gave him a kiss. Then, he got up and I told him I enjoyed everything but I need to get to my house and check on everything and get some fresh close. I invited him and his team over but I warned him that it wasn't that big. He said yea him and the team will come over. So we all got up got on the bus and went back to my house they were surprised that young person like me had such a big and beautiful house.

I was helping a pregnant woman who was supposed to be my cousin. I found a young boy who was unwanted and the cousin decided to adopt him. I helped around the house with chores and in the yard. I parked my car across the street from the house and a lamp pole fell on it. The pole dented the passenger side of the car, but the car seemed to absorb the pole. I argued with my cousins husband about the seriousness of the event and he walked away angry. He started doing yard work while his parents watched. I poured mmy heart out to him and expressed love for him and his wife. I grabbed him and gave him a big, tight hug, after which he forgave me. Then the young boy was taken to see a doctor and we found out that he is very sick. I walked back inside the house, which is designed like my ex- boyfriend s house, and I found my dog dying in the front hallway. My husband appeared and he would not help me with the dog. I ran around like crazy trying to get help, but no one would help. The dog psuedo-recovered. I was doing dishes in the kitchen when the husband and a ton of family appeared. He was giving a big speech about the effort everyone gave. As a reward he handed out tickets to everyone to see a play at a concert hall, but he gave me and my husband tickets to go to San Francisco. I was overwhelmed and thankful. I got into a fight with my mother over which one of us had suffered more. I stood over her yelling in her face about my sacrifices. The cousin and husband wanted private time and kicked everyone out except me. I finished the kitchen and cleaned out the refridgerator. Then I looked down the hallway and I could see the couple getting intimate, but they ignored me. I then went into the back playroom whereThe sick boy was watching television. I talked with him some more and told him how much I loved him and that I would protect him. Then we were at a missile base somewhere in America and we tripped an alarm. Missiles started firing and some men showed up to help us escape. We had a blast riding rocket ships. We were badasses.

I dream about my best friend she went to Jordan to learn .. after one year her boyfriend tell me that he want to marry her so I told him to go me and him to Jordan to surprise her .. so we went to Jordan and go to her school and when I saw her I shouted and run towards her and hug her .. and she was very happy .. and when she saw her boyfriend she became shy and she run to say Hi for him and after that he bow and propose and she start to cry from joy .. and then I accidently run into some guy .. he was handsome and he smile to me and then he give me his name .. after that I realize that this guy live in the same building my best friend live .. I started to meet him and hang out and then he told he loves me before we meet .. I ask them how and he show me texts that I was chatting with him before I came to Jordan .. we kissed and have sex .. \\ and this dream it repeat many times more than week .. before i dream this dream .. I talked to guy in real life he is from Jordan and I liked him .. without seeing him or confess to him

I live in a suburban neighborhood and there is a bike trail through the back, there are woods and a river you can walk back too, but so much unexplored area back there. I was back there by the river and my boyfriend came back there, but to get to me he had to drop down an embankment to reach me. He wanted me to go somewhere with him, but I told him no, that I was busy, climbed the embankment and left him there. The next thing I know Im waking up in my room and I see my mom and I ask her "where is Izzy?" (my boyfriend ). She told me he is dead. kinda see in my mind him surrounded by three guys with guns, in the woods where I last saw him. He ended up getting shot and left there, and an ambulance couldnt get to him in time. I instantly thought that if I had went with him or stayed that I couldve called the ambulance and saved him in time. but I wasnt and now he is gone. I could kinda picture him laying dead in a morgue somewhere but I wasnt allowed to go see him for some reason. I remember feeling lost and utterly alone and endless amounts of crying to where it hurt so bad (this dream felt extremely real). He is from miami and was for some reason living with me in MD. Next in my dreamt I checked the obituary, there was a full page for him and a picture of his family, but the picture was blown up so big and fuzzy and it made me sad that the quality was bad. Underneath it said his name , both date to date of death, and something his family wrote along the lines of "this will make our family stronger". His family wouldnt talk to me and I realized I would never see them again. I was surrounded with the feeling that I would never see him again or be with him again and it killed me and I wanted to die, I was screaming and crying to someone (Im not sure who it was, I couldnt see their face) saying "I was going to marry him! We were happy! We were going to be together forever! I love him!". The next thing I knew I was walking around Walmart with my boyfriend and no one could see him, I felt a little bit of happiness but was still sad, we walked by halloween costumes and I remember seeing a big pink rabbit costume. He said to me "are you happy?" and I told him "not really" and he said" well I dont know Ashleigh, this is the best I can do" and I was so overwhelmed with a feeling of being forever alone and missing him so bad and wanting him so bad. It was one of the realest feeling dreams I have ever had.

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