Dreams day

my son as a baby dies and I wrap him in white cloth and place him on a shelf. My husband and I just go on with our everyday life as if nothing every happened.

The sun was coming through the bright clouds and it was raining large raindrops. I was flying fast looking up as the cold rain hit me in the face. It was exhilarating. I could see the cliffs of the coastline of Monterey, California. That day they had discovered a new fish called the she-devil angler fish.

Ok so Ive always have had vivid dreams, but this one is to much I need help so it started about a month ago. I dream I'm in the most perfect place in the world every one cares about me and treats me nice like I am important i had a house and a father figure and every thing and the most beautyfull girlfriend ever but every one has a face but no facial features or anything like eyes kinda like a blank so i live on my one in a nice house with a yard and flowers like a garden i don't remember much of what i did but i know i was happy so i go with the dream, it ends and i wake up for the next few days same dream but it advances to where i meet this girls parents (i don't know her name i just cant remember) and we have a blast but then when i wake up i feel happy and sad at the same time kinda torn so a while passes still advancing and i feel myself wanting to sleep more and more and every time i end up seeing her and i even long for her i even fall asleep in school and see her so its about 2/11/17 and I'm talking to her and say i love her and she feels the same way we kiss in my dream but when i wake up i feel extreamly happy and a weird feeling so now right before i fall asleep i actually subconsciously hug a pillow and kiss it and ask to visit her (i know that sounds weird but bare with me) so i heard a voice say always and i fall asleep and visit her but today 2/15/17 at around 10 pm i do the rutine but this time I'm not asleep I'm half asleep and half awake so i see her and her beautyfull black hair and she faces me and says she loves me but she has to go and she will return in 8 years at the heart of japan or the golden heart of japan and meet me at a skyscraper or atleast a large building with a triangular pyramid on another one kinda like the sims symbol but anyways so she says she will meet me there in 8 years and to do what i want to do and follow my dreams and to change my name to alex or alexander and she will be there waiting and so i asked how will i find her and she says i will know when i see her and then i ask for one last kiss and she says always and we kissed and then i woke up to find me gripping the pillow crying and sad. what does this mean is it someone who is connected to me some how is it a sign or a vision or is it a promise.

The sun was coming through the bright clouds and it was raining large raindrops. I was flying fast looking up as the cold rain hit me in the face. It was exhilarating. I could see the coastline of Monterey, California. That day they had discovered a new fish called the she-devil angler fish.

The sun was coming through the clouds and it was raining large raindrops. I was flying fast looking up as the cold rain hit me in the face. It was exhilarating. I saw the coastline of Monterey, California. That day they had discovered a new fish called the she-devil angler fish.