Understand My Dreams

Dreams i felt

I met a boy I have not seen in a long time. We got into a fight. My hair was long and black and straight and he pulled it. He had emo hair, dyed black. All he was wearing was black, skinny jeans, a t-shirt, and converse. My clothes were the same items but had different decorations. Late we were in a car. He said something insulting and I pushed him out the window. I felt really guilty. Later on we were lying on his bedroom floor and having a deep conversation. He had seen the recent cuts that I had done on my wrists. He did because my gel bands moved too far out of place. I ended up snuggling my face into his chest. I guess we both fell asleep, because of a panicked scream from hus mother. I was not supposed to be seeing him. My parents thought he was a drug addict but he was not. Because they confronted his parents about it they got into a fight. That is why i was not supposed to see him. I was scared and he was defending me. He did used to do drugs, but he had told me that night he had gotten over his addiction for me.

I visited a friend who was a shrink at a new corporate job she held. She was tall with brown hair. She was wheeling around a cart, like a cart the airline attendants use. And someone , without permission, removed the top of cart and I saw it happen and looked to see what was there with the person who removed cover. Inside were hundreds of face masks stacked up. They were all full face masks. Not ornate, just masks to cover the face. It game me the creeps, and I felt that her privacy had been invaded... I picked up a few masks to look at them, and they gave me the creeps. They were layered in the stacks, sort of rubber-like.

I was with my mom and she ask me do i remember going to the doctor last light and for me not to move or i will pull my stiches i has them form my navel on down. I said no and felt no pain. my brother in law came to see me and have me a hug and a different man came to tell me he seen me on the floor passed out and blood everywhere. I felt an urge to go to the bathroom and before i got there everything came flowing out and there was blood everywhere . I seen what look like to be blood clots and someone said something about babies and off to the right looked like a tape worm or a small intestant

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