Understand My Dreams

Dreams rust

I'm at the hospital waiting for the doctor when nurses come in and there's a sandwich dispensor. i somehow wind up back at home with my roommate who gets frustrated with me and wants to go to a friend's house. we go but i quickly get bored and go back home where i get depressed and frustrated. i just want to be alone and when one of our friends comes over i tell him i just want to be alone. Then my roommate is back with all of his friends but when I go to find him I cant. I go out to the mailbox but the road is now a river and the sky is raining heavily. I scream at the sky why! Then suddenly this guy is telling me how there are these bars of radioactive material in the river and if I keep putting the hook into the water I'll eventually catch one but when I do I see the hook metal melt even under water. Then I check the mailbox and find it stuff overfull with blankets and a CD made by one of the people I tried to help but couldn't. Finally I go back into the back yard where the fence door is covered in guns. It's raining and I realize I still want to commit suicide and then I laugh at the rain because I didn't know that.

I had a dream at the weekend that some of my teeth were wobbling. I kept wobbling them and then eventually pulled them out. They were bleeding, but I was reassuring myself in my dream that it was OK that they were coming out as they were “baby” milk teeth. My two front teeth in my dream also had veneers on them, and they were falling off too. Any thoughts on the details of my teeth dream would be very interesting! I do have big decisions in my life at the moment and my trust and faith in a very important relationship has been shaken. Dont know if that has something to do with it?!

I am outside a school where I used to work, i was happy there but got pushed out by 3 teachers . i am outside on the playing/sports fields, a friend ie there who i feel betrayed by, i had to let go of her as she could have been dangerous for my head. She didn’t realise she was being used to hurt me. a lot of water has passed under the bridge and so i have forgiven her. i see her with two butch type females and one has a tattoo around the top of her arm i am concerned for and don’t think she can be happy. i ask to speak to her in private away from the others, we go to a small part where there are a couple of small bushes growing or shrubs. I tell her that I am her friend and that she can trust me, i ask her if she's happy and she says yes but i don’t think she can be as i remember when she used to have big crushes on film stars. i hug her to show her i care. i am surprised its as if she’s naked. i can feel her breasts high against my body and she feels so beautiful i never want to let her go. i didn’t think i could feel that way about someone of the same sex. She would be much happier with me. Next i see a teacher and he's marching two boys off the field i think they will be sent to the head master for smoking.

I am outside a middle school in my home town. I am on the playing fields i see a friend there i feel betrayed by . i have forgiven her as a lot of water has passed under the bridge. I see her with two butch type females and one has a tatoo around the top of her arm. I am concerned for and dont think she can be happy. I ask to speak to her in private away from the others. we go to a part where there are a couple of small bushes growing or shrubs. I ask her if she`s happy, I want to reassure her that I am her friend, I tell her I care for her and that she can trust me. I hug her to show her how much I care for her. I ask her if she's happy and she says yes but i dont think she can be. I remeber when she used to have big crushes on stars. I think she would be happier with me than with the butch types. I am surprised its as if she isnt wearing any clothes its as if she's naked. I can feel her breasts high against my body and she feels so beautiful I never want to let her go. Next I see a teacher and he's marching two boys off the field for smoking. I think they will be sent to the head master.

At times i wish i could read people better, it feels like I'm slowly losing my ability to think clearly on certain things. Or is it because i start trusting the wrong people I'm not sure truthfully. I know that there something on my mind subconsciously since my dreams which are always very vivid and detailed have been progressively getting worse in the sense of me being torn in to parts and dying not to mention all of my friends and family all but my girl friend why is that? In all these dreams i wake up to me either tearing up or the feeling of emptiness.

I had a dream At church lady gave gift for mom Walking out dropped everything from my bag Kids helped pick it up but they start coloring on my papers and messing everything up. Got up to follow my auntie an older cousin pulled me aside to talk. Told me its ok to cry when you get frustrated and think about your mom and start crying more but don't make that a reason why you cry. Then she said there's a perfect guy for you he's going to be everything you need (I don't remember the details). Then she said you're going to run into a kid and that kid is going to look real familiar and when you realize who it's parents are you're going to be mad. But it's alright. Then I went outside to go with auntie to the swimming pool too many ppl trying to ride in my car. Auntie made cousin leave two friends Then couldn't find my car. I Saw A male friend who I've liked forever and am currently trying to get over while looking for my car. I called his name and Said hi how you doing he said it back. Then kept looking for my car. Then used the key found got in realized we were sitting on some steps. The car was parked next to it so we got in and started driving. In an alley girl was dancing with headphones in. Tried to go around her she got in the way stopped then blew horn. She ended up falling under my car. Got out to get her up so we wouldn't run over her my car disappeared and all I had in my hands was a belt and my cousins were trying to retail a cat.

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