Dreams looking at me

I dreamt that I was walking with my boyfriend And we sat down outside this little food shop and he told me that a friend asked him about dating another guy’s sister. And he told me that he did and he and this girl I think her name was Jessica, like kinda did sexual stuff but he didn’t really wanna tell me but he ended up saying how like they kinda just did hand stuff and kinda oral but not-ish. And I just listened to him and was surprised he didn’t tell me and he kept looking at me like scared I would be mad at him but I wasn’t I was just taking in everything he said and I went to give him a kiss and he stopped me and asked me if there was ever a time that he made me sad or something and I was like no not really and he was like really? There’s not ever a time and then I was like the time you isn’t come down for Meriah’s birthday I was kinda sad. But I know he had a good reason for not coming.

The dream began with me waking up to a text message on my phone, I wake up and scroll through the notification centre to see a text message from my instructor Ms. Maryam (Interior Design instructor at the time of the dream). The text message said, “I need to see you in my office today”. I jumped out of fear thinking why would she want to meet me after the final exam is over. To understand why she wanted to see me I open banner to check my final grades and surprisingly the final grade was not uploaded, which made me feel more anxious. I wake up and get ready immediately wondering why she wanted to meet me. I wear a blue abaya and a white scarf, and leave for the bus. I remember falling asleep as soon as I go in the bus. I wake up when we reach the university and I feel my heart beating fast. As I get down the bus and as I get closer to her office, I could feel my heart beating faster and faster. I reach near her office and see her office is open, I pray to Allah to make things easy for me, and take a minute to calm myself and knocked her door. I see Ms. Maryam looking at me in a weird way, she looked different than what she usually looks like, she had the same face but she looked shorter, and long arms. She had a pink coat with flower patterns and was wearing blue jeans. She tells me to take a seat, I felt shivers going through my spine. She asks me if I checked banner for the final grade, and I tell her I did and the grade was not uploaded yet. She looked sad and says, “it is because you didn’t get a good grade”. You received an F. She goes on to tell me about her having so much of high expectations on me and it is just not my failure, it is hers too as an instructor. I began tearing up and wake up from my dream.

I am in a classroom taking a test. Everyone is unrecognizable and muffled. I look down and all I see is a desk and I turn around and everyone is looking at me.

I was at this Christmas party with my family and this boy was their and was looking at me because he had a crush on me and he came and sat by me and put his hand on my hand and I could feel his hand in my dream

•Hiding behind a wall •cute guy and some girl were flirting •walking on nets and someone said I looked like I was dancing •couple were talking about me and saying I was hairy •I walked up to them and confronted them and they cornered me and said I'm ugly and have bad acne •while I was looking at the girl I noticed her makeup job was terrible * I acted like I didn't care and told them are they gonna keep talking cause I don't care * My friend pulled me away (Can't remember what else happens) •thought I was dreaming but noticed everything really happened and felt emotional and sad * was sitting at a table when a group of guys were sitting at another and noticed the cute guy talking to his friends about me and calling me ugly and my God brother was there * A guy asked if he wanted his cousin to fight me * My God brother just kept looking at me like he knew they were talking about me (I woke up feeling sad)