Understand My Dreams

Dreams inn

Thought i'd take my own advice for once. March18 2014. Laying here thinking. Feels like i got deported. Friends and family miss me dearly. Mom thinks im a drug addict. Telling other fam that im mixing drugs and all this non sense. I honestly don't know how my mental os remaining strong after all this shit that i been through. not a complaint. I know im still here by the Grace of God. Who am i though. People probably look at me and say. oh , there goes that corny SKINNY ass nigga daniel, Why is sharde even with him. Why did alex even date him. he's Nobody. Right. Im Nobody. I can accept this. why. because 1. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. and i believe in standing by your opinion. so If Im Such A Nobody. how About hou prove im A Nobody. Matter of fact. how About you walk in my Shoes. parents Divorced when i was like 3. Sent away by my mom 3 times. made my mother think she failed as a parent with me. Constant pressure to Succeed in something you don't even have a passion for. Judged by your family because of the decisions you make. Thats Not even Half Of It. but You still see me crack a fucking smile so you can think everything is Ok. When in actuality . its Not. Its far from Ok.

I was at an eclectic theme park of sorts with some friends. We went on some rides. One of them was a roller coaster that turned into a spinning ride. After that, I played a slot machine and won a ticket for a free wish. When I went to make the wish, I had to go into a closet in the dark and light a candle. I made the wish to transition to male successfully. There was an old ouija board in the closet. After I made the wish, the minor Greek god(?) Charon gave me a knife sent me on four quests. Charon accompanied me along the way as a thin aura shaped like a human. The first quest was to ride another roller coaster. That was easy enough, but the problem was that the ride operator forgot to do the restraints. I did them just as the ride went over the hill. Deciding that I passed the quest, Charon sent me to do the second quest. The second quest was to go into a woman's wardrobe and steal a hair clip. I had to slip in unannounced and look in her memories, which took place in the Fanboy and Chum Chum universe. One of them was her finding out that one of her male friends, Kyle, was pregnant. Kyle was trans and stealth. I decides to to help Kyle face his fear of heights by helping him discover that he could fly. After that, I had to duel with a younger male version of myself. He was around 9-10 years old. At first, I killed him with the knife, but Charon was disappointed in me when I did that. I then learned that I had to subdue him by trying him down and letting Athena do the rest. I had to ask Charon for assistance to complete this task, but I succeeded. I woke up before I could complete the fourth quest. I wanted to do the fourth quest

Then l turned right and in the next seen l was walking in a crowded mall, as l was walking l saw the most beautiful faces on several young children that were walking in the opposite direction. Their faces had indescribable beauty, it was like their faces were pure white like a newborn babies skin, they were so beautiful. The first child had beautiful blond curly hair and the others had dark curly hair and it was like they were exquisite in beauty and innocence.

I was at a party at a friend's house when it got busted by the cops. We all took a run for it. It seemed as if the cops were only trying to chase me. It felt like I couldn’t run. All these years in track and running, and I couldn’t get my legs to move fast enough. I was running through a field when the cops turned into a classmate of mine that I’ve never talked to in my life. He was chasing me in an old 2001 Jeep Liberty. He was right on my tail when he jumped out of the jeep as it was still driving and tackled me, pinning me to the ground. I tried to fight him but he was too strong.

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